Greedy Monster 욕심 몬스터 yogsim monseuteo by:J.A. Burror

Today I looked and noticed.                                    오늘 나는 보았다 나타났습니다.
                oneul naneun boassda natanassseubnida.
What did I find?, same old lying game being brought up.
                                                  내가 발견 했는가? 똑같은 거짓말 게임이 제기된다.
          naega balgyeon haessneunga ? ttoggat-eun geojismal geim-i jegi doenda.
Old news being labeled as new news to read.
                         오래된 뉴스를 읽을 수있는 새로운 뉴스로 표시된다.

                  olaedoen nyuseu leul ilg-eul su-issneun saeloun nyuseu lo pyosi doenda.

Now any guess who is trying hard to selling those papers?
                                              이제 어떤 그 논문을 판매에 열심히 노력 누가 됐을까?

                ije eotteon geu nonmun eul panmae e yeolsimhi nolyeog nuga dwaess-eulkka?

As if lies are truth, but yet what I can only call trash coming back around.
거짓말은 진실이지만, 아직 난 단지 호출 할 수있는 쓰레기 주위에 돌아 오는 것처럼.

geojismal eun jinsil ijiman, ajig nan danji hochul hal su-issneun sseulegi juwie dol-a oneun geoscheoleom .

Text messaging are private matters.                          문자 메시지는 개인 문제이다.

                                        munja mesiji neun gaein munje ida.

Can be very personal at that and is off limits for me, because I see no point invading personal space.
그 아주 개인적인 일 나는 개인 공간을 침입 어떤 점을 볼 수 없기 때문에, 나를 위해 제한 해제 할 수 있습니다.

geu aju gaeinjeog-in il naneun gaein gong-gan eul chim-ib eotteon jeom-eul bol su eobsgi ttaemun-e , naleul wihae jehan haeje hal su issseubnida.

I'm just not the going through others type of person.
                                                                           난 그냥 그 사람의 다른 유형을 통해 않을거야.

                    nan geunyang geu salam ui daleun yuhyeong eul tonghae anh-eulgeoya .

I like privacy and think everyone has a right to their own.
I는 개인 정보 보호를 좋아하고 모든 사람들이 자신에 대한 권리가있다 생각합니다.

I neun gaein jeongbo boho leul joh-ahago modeun salamdeul-i jasin e daehan gwonligaissda saeng-gaghabnida.

With friends if you had someone you choose to spend your time.
                                      친구와 함께 당신은 당신의 시간을 보낼 선택한 사람이 있다면.

chinguwa hamkke dangsin-eun dangsin-ui sigan-eul bonael seontaeghan salam i issdamyeon .

A girlfriend or boyfriend of sorts, in a relationship, even friends with benefits.
                                              관계에있는 여자 친구 또는 종류의 남자 친구, 혜택도 친구.

           gwangye eissneun yeoja chingu ttoneun jonglyuui namja chingu , hyetaeg do chingu .

I can't see a reason or a point to being up such things.
                              나는 이유 또는 물건을 인에 지점을 볼 수 없습니다.

                     naneun iyu ttoneun mulgeon-eul in e jijeom-eul bol su eobs-seubnida.

Once a relationship ends it's over, sure you can start again but.
                                              관계가 끝났다 종료되면 반드시 다시 시작할 수 있지만.
                gwangye ga kkeutnassda jonglyo doemyeon bandeusi dasi sijaghal su issjimanIf you viewed the first time around to be a mistake and regret it, Why do it a second round?
 당신이 그것을 실수를하고 후회 주위에 처음으로 볼 경우, 왜 두 번째 라운드는 무엇입니까?

dangsin-i geugeos-eul silsuleul hago huhoe juwie cheoeum-eulo bol gyeong-u , wae du beonjjae laundeu neun mueos-ibnikka?

You know how the first time ended and can the second really be worth it?
        당신은 처음이 종료하고 두 번째는 정말 가치가있을 수있는 방법을 알아?

dangsin-eun cheoeum i jonglyo hago du beonjjaeneun jeongmal gachigaiss-eul su-issneun bangbeob-eul al-a?

If you didn't get it before, I'm not big on second chances.
       당신이 전에 그것을 얻을하지 않은 경우, 나는 두 번째 기회에 큰 아니에요.

dangsin-i jeon-e geugeos-eul eod-eul haji anh-eun gyeong-u , naneun du beonjjae gihoe e keun anieyo.

I have given to many over the years and felt the burns don't really heal on the inside.
나는 지난 몇 년 동안 많은 사람들에게 제공하고 화상이 정말로 안쪽에 치료하지 느꼈다.

naneun jinan myeoch nyeon dong-an manh-eun salamdeul-ege jegong hago hwasang i jeongmallo anjjog-e chilyo haji neukkyeossda .

I'm sick of doing it, because the past has taught me well enough.
                             과거 나에게 충분히 가르쳐 때문에, 그 일을 지겨워.

                      gwageo na-ege chungbunhi galeuchyeo ttaemun-e , geu il-eul jigyeowo .

There is some people that will never change. 절대 변하지 않을 것입니다 어떤 사람들이있다.

                       jeoldae byeonhaji anh-eul geos-ibnida eotteon salamdeul iissda.

Of course there are times when it needs to come to light, the light not by greedy ways to threaten another.
또 다른 위협하는 욕심 방법에 의해서도, 빛에 빛을 제공 할 필요가있을 때 물론 시간이있다.

tto daleun wihyeob haneun yogsim bangbeob e uihaeseodo , bich-e bich-eul jegong hal pil-yogaiss-eul ttae mullon sigan iissda.

All in the hope to gain what you might ask because you might not realize the goal from the being.
희망의 모든 당신이 존재의 목표를 실현하지 않을 수 있기 때문에 당신은 요청할 수 있습니다 무엇을 얻을 수 있습니다.

huimang ui modeun dangsin-i jonjae ui mogpyoleul ​​silhyeon haji anh-eul su issgi ttaemun-e dangsin-eun yocheonghal su issseubnida mueos-eul eod-eul su issseubnida.

It's always been about money and what someone can gain by doing this threatening lying game.
항상 돈과 어떤 사람이 위협 거짓말 게임을 수행하여 얻을 수에 대해되었습니다.

hangsang dongwa eotteon salam i wihyeob geojismal geim-eul suhaenghayeo eod-eul su e daehae doeeossseubnida.

After all this time it comes as no big surprise really not a shock to my system one bit.
이 모든 시간 후에는 더 큰 놀라움 정말로 내 시스템에 하나의 비트에 충격으로 제공됩니다.

i modeun sigan hue neun deo keun nollaum jeongmallo nae siseutem-e hanaui biteu e chung-gyeog-eulo jegongdoebnida.

That "reporters" please note that I say "reporters" in a loose sense of the word.
즉, "기자는"나는 단어의 느슨한 의미에서 "기자"라고주의하시기 바랍니다.

           jeug, " gija neun "naneun dan-eoui neuseunhan uimieseo " gija " lago juuihasigi balabnida.

I was brought up with a different way of thinking.    나는 생각의 다른 방법으로 자랐다.

                          naneun saeng-gag ui daleun bangbeob eulo jalassda .

How reporters should be reporting the truth.
Uncovering the lies and letting people know what's real not fake.
                          거짓말을 폭로하고 사람들이 진짜 가짜하지 무엇을 알려.

                geojismal eul poglo hago salamdeul-i jinjja gajja haji mueos-eul allyeo .

Not playing along with some game to fatten their wallet and others are trying their best to cash in as well.
아니 자신의 지갑을 살찌 일부 게임과 함께 연주 등뿐만 아니라 현금 위해 최선을 노력하고 있습니다.

ani jasin-ui jigab-eul saljji ilbu geim gwa hamkke yeonju deung ppunman anila hyeongeum wihae choeseon-eul nolyeoghago issseubnida.

But then again from every dark corner there can become a bright light.
                   하지만 다시 모든 어두운 구석에서 밝은 빛이 될 수 있습니다.

            hajiman dasi modeun eoduun guseog eseo balg-eun bich-i doel su issseubnida.

That shines brighter than any amount of darkness that may come at it. 
                                  즉,에 올 수 어둠의 금액보다 밝게 빛난다. 
                         jeug, e ol su eodum ui geum-aeg boda balg-ge bichnanda.
The truth can't and won't be chased away.     진실은 멀리 쫓아하지 않을 수 없습니다.

                              jinsil-eun meolli jjoch-a haji anh-eul su eobs-seubnida.

This I know and yes I have a strong feeling towards this matter.
이것은 내가 알고 그래 나는이 문제에 대한 강한 느낌이 듭니다.

igeos-eun naega algo geulae naneun i munjee daehan ganghan neukkim-i deubnida .

It's because I am proud to see such a welcoming of support for justice.

             나는 정의에 대한 지원 등의 환영을보고 자랑스럽게 생각 때문입니다.

naneun jeong-ui e daehan jiwon deung-ui hwan-yeong eul bogo jalangseuleobge saeng-gag ttaemun-ibnida .

We might still be in fighting mode, we might still be praying for understanding the whole situation.
우리는 여전히 전체 상황을 이해하기위한 전투 모드에서, 우리는 여전히기도 할 수있는 일 수 있습니다.

ulineun yeojeonhi jeonche sanghwang-eul ihaehagiwihan jeontu modeueseo , ulineun yeojeonhi gido hal su-issneun il su issseubnida .

How could someone ever allow themselves to fall into a trap?
                                             어떻게 사람이 이제까지 자신이 함정에 빠질 수 있을까?

                    eotteohge salam-i ijekkaji jasin-i hamjeong e ppajil su iss-eulkka?

I don't know, can't tell you.                                나는 당신에게 말할 수 없다, 모른다.

                           naneun dangsin ege malhal su eobsda , moleunda.

It's not me and I don't know if roles were placed on me and I was the one going through such things.
그것은 나를 아니에요과 역할이 나에 배치했다 내가 그런 일을 통과하는 하나 모르겠어요.

geugeos-eun naleul anieyo gwa yeoghal i na e baechihaessda naega geuleon il eul tong-gwahaneun hana moleugess-eoyo .

I really still couldn't tell you how I would be at this time.

                 나는이 시간이 얼마나 정말 아직도 당신을 말할 수 없습니다.

           naneun-i sigan i eolmana jeongmal ajigdo dangsin eul malhal su eobs-seubnida .

It takes strength to pick yourself back up again. 
                                 그것은 다시 자신을 다시 선택하는 힘을합니다.

                  geugeos-eun dasi jasin-eul dasi seontaeghaneun him-eul habnida.

Being torn down is by far from being fun.                 철거되는 재미 인에서 지금까지.

                            cheolgeo doeneun jaemi in-eseo jigeumkkaji .

Life isn't a joke and always doing right it seems is often times overlooked.
                      인생은 농담하지 않고 항상 종종 간과되는 것 같다 권리 일.

       insaeng-eun nongdam haji anhgo hangsang jongjong gangwa doeneun geos gatda gwonli il .

I Seem To Have Faith even with Greedy Monsters coming around to play.
                    난 재생 주위에 오는 욕심 괴물과 믿음을 갖고있는 것 같다.

             nan jaesaeng juwie oneun yogsim goemul gwa mid-eum eul gajgoissneun geos gatda .

Okay just my thoughts about someone I have never met and I seem to have faith in.
좋아 그냥 사람에 대한 나의 생각은 내가 만난 적이없는 내가 믿는 신앙을 갖고있는 것 같다.

joh-a geunyang salam e daehan naui saeng-gag-eun naega mannan jeog-ieobsneun naega midneun sin-ang-eul gajgoissneun geos gatda .

Talking about people that you don't know.               당신이 모르는 사람에 대해 이야기.

                                  dangsin-i moleuneun salam e daehae iyagi .

Bring them down, all in hopes of getting a cut of the cake.

                           모든 케이크의 상처를 얻기의 희망, 그들을 가져와.

               modeun keikeuui sangcheoleul eodgiui huimang , geudeul-eul gajyeowa.

PLEASE! They work hard for it, Why not let them enjoy it?
                  부디! 그들은 그것을 위해 열심히, 왜 그들이 그것을 즐길 수?

budi! geudeul-eun geugeos-eul wihae yeolsimhi , wae geudeul-i geugeos-eul jeulgil su ?

If all you desire is eating off of anthers plate then order 2 meals and lie to yourself.
당신이 꽃밥 판의 오프 먹고 원하는 모든 다음이 식사를 주문하고 자신에게 거짓말을합니다.

dangsin-i kkochbab pan-ui opeu meoggo wonhaneun modeun da-eum i sigsaleul jumunhago jasin ege geojismal-eul habnida.

That way you are safe as well as everyone else that you could possibly meet in your life.
당신이 안전 방법뿐만 아니라 당신이 가능하게 당신의 인생에서 만날 수 있다는 다른 사람.

dangsin-i anjeon bangbeob ppunman anila dangsin-i ganeunghage dangsin-ui insaeng eseo mannal su issdaneun daleun salam .

Tell yourself that the other is meant for your imagine friend.
                   다른 하나는 당신의 상상 친구를 의미하는 것이 자신에게.

             daleun hananeun dangsin-ui sangsang chinguleul uimi haneun geos-i jasin ege .

Because other then having the right by another letting you have it.
다른 하나는 다음시키는 또 다른에 의해 권리를 가지고 있기 때문에 당신은 그것이있다.

daleun hananeun da-eum sikineun tto daleun e uihae gwonlileul gajigo issgi ttaemun-e dangsin-eun geugeos-iissda .

Shouldn't you earn for what you have?           당신은 당신이 무엇을 얻을 안된다?

                       dangsin-eun dangsin-i mueos-eul eod-eul andoenda?

I do realize to some that is a new concept and thus has to get use to.
    나는 새로운 개념이며, 따라서에 사용을 얻을 수있다 일부에 실현 않습니다.

naneun saeloun gaenyeom imyeo , ttalaseo e sayong-eul eod-eul su issda ilbu e silhyeon anhseubnida.

First off I don't know any famous people and if I do it would be news to me.
첫째로 나는 어떤 유명한 사람을 모르는 내가 할 경우 나에게 소식이 될 것입니다.

cheosjjaelo naneun eotteon yumyeonghan salam-eul moleuneun naega hal gyeong-u na-ege sosig-i doel geos-ibnida.

I don't see people within the lines of what has to be.
                           나는 할 무슨의 라인 내에서 사람을 볼 수 없습니다.

                   naneun hal museun ui lain naeeseo salam-eul bol su eobs-seubnida.

But only it is how people view themselves that is of interest to me.
                    하지만 그 사람들이 나에게 관심을하다 자신을 볼 방법이다.

           hajiman geu salamdeul-i na-ege gwansim-eul hada jasin-eul bol bangbeob-ida.

So I'm not at all not on, on one side because of fame of who they might be.
     그래서 때문에 그들이 될 수있는 사람의 명성의 한쪽면에, 전혀 안 아니에요.

geulaeseo ttaemun-e geudeul-i doel su issneun salam ui myeongseong ui hanjjogmyeon-e , jeonhyeo an anieyo.

I go a little deeper than that, I view right and wrong.
                                                   내가 옳고 그름보기보다 좀 더 깊이 이동합니다.

                 naega olhgo geuleum bogi boda jom deo gip-i idonghabnida.

Simple as that, but yet it's still out there and here we are still praying for the end.
그렇게 단순하지만 아직 거기 밖으로 아직도 여기에서 우리는 아직도 끝을 위해기도하고 있습니다.

geuleohge dansun hajiman ajig geogi bakk-eulo ajigdo yeogieseo ulineun ajigdo kkeut eul wihae gidohago issseubnida .

Be done with, I myself am tired of hearing someone's name.                               함께 할, 나 자신이 누군가의 이름을 듣는 피곤.

                           hamkke hal , na jasin i nugungaui ileum-eul deudneun pigon .

Even when I see the many faces they have had over the years.                    나는 많은 얼굴을 볼 경우에도 그들은 수년에 걸쳐 있었다.

naneun manh-eun eolgul-eul bol gyeong-uedo geudeul-eun sunyeon-e geolchyeo iss-eossda.

Changing this time was, what I think of away to try to bolt.

  이 시간을 변경하면 내가 볼트를 시도 할 수있는 방법을 생각을했다.

i sigan eul byeongyeonghamyeon naega bolteu leul sido hal su-issneun bangbeob-eul saeng-gag-eul haessda.

Run away because she's not allow to leave her country.
                 그녀는 그녀의 나라를 떠날 수 없습니다 있기 때문에 도망.

         geunyeoneun geunyeoui nalaleul tteonal su eobs-seubnida issgi ttaemun-e domang .

Or she was tired of being called a pig look alike.
                             아니면 그녀는 돼지 닮았 호출되는 피곤했다.

                    animyeon geunyeoneun dwaeji dalm-ass hochul doeneun pigonhaessda .

She is deemed Guilty for that reason and thus has to prove she isn't.
           그녀는 이유로 유죄로 간주하고, 따라서 그녀가없는 증명해야한다.

geunyeoneun iyulo yujoe lo ganju hago , ttalaseo geunyeoga eobsneun jeungmyeong haeya handa.

By law I'm only off of, while some might view her to be the victim.
일부는 그녀의 피해자로 볼 수 있습니다 동안 법적으로 나는 단지 떨어져입니다.

ilbuneun geunyeoui pihaeja lo bol su issseubnida dong-an beobjeog-eulo naneun danji tteol-eojyeo ibnida.

 And should be protected at all cost, I don't share that view point.
그리고 모든 비용으로 보호되어야한다, 그 관점을 공유하지 않습니다.

geuligo modeun biyong-eulo bohodoeeoyahanda , geu gwanjeom eul gong-yuhaji anhseubnida.

I want Karma to really pay it forward on her and hers.
나는 카르마가 정말 그녀와 그녀의 앞으로 그것을 지불 할 수 있습니다.

naneun kaleuma ga jeongmal geunyeo wa geunyeoui ap-eulo geugeos-eul jibul hal su issseubnida.

I want God to give her what she has lacked for maybe all her years, Discipline.하나님은 그녀가 아마 그녀의 모든 년 동안 수양이 부족 것을 그녀를주고 싶다.

hananim eun geunyeoga ama geunyeoui modeun nyeon dong-an suyang i bujog geos-eul geunyeoleul jugo sipda .

I want the law to fined her, put her in jail and have her service her time.나는 법이, 그녀를 찾을 감옥에서 그녀를 넣어 그녀의 서비스를 그녀의 시간을 갖고 싶어.

naneun beob-i , geunyeoleul chaj-eul gam-og eseo geunyeoleul neoh-eo geunyeoui seobiseu leul geunyeoui sigan-eul gajgo sip-eo.

I want her to drop to her knees as she is begging for forgiveness from the ones she hurt the most.나는 그녀가 그들로부터 용서를 구걸 그녀가 가장 그녀가 상처를 그녀의 무릎에 드롭 할 수 있습니다.

naneun geunyeoga geudeul lobuteo yongseoleul gugeol geunyeo ga gajang geunyeoga sangcheoleul geunyeoui muleup e deulob hal su issseubnida.

I want her family to own up to the plate as they have been helping, giving advice the whole time.나는 조언에게 모든 시간을주고, 그들이 도움이되었습니다 그녀의 가족이 판까지 소유 할 수 있습니다.

naneun jo-eon ege modeun sigan euljugo , geudeul-i doum-i doeeossseubnida geunyeoui gajog-i pan kkaji soyu hal su issseubnida.

On how to Steal, Fake a Pregnancy after Pregnancy all in the hopes.                          모든 희망 임신 후, 가짜 임신을 훔치는하는 방법.

                    modeun huimang imsin hu , gajja imsin eul humchineun haneun bangbeob .

Of forcing a man to have to marry a person they chose to not have even as a girlfriend.사람을 강제로 그들은 심지어 여자 친구로하지하기로 결정했습니다 사람과 결혼해야합니다.

salam-eul gangje lo geudeul-eun simjieo yeoja chingu lo haji hagilo gyeoljeonghaessseubnida salam gwa gyeolhon haeya habnida .

Why would that same man want marriage when it's clear there's no love?                       가 더 사랑이 없다 분명 왜 같은 사람이 결혼을할까요?

ga deo salang-i eobsda bunmyeong wae gat-eun salam-i gyeolhon-eul halkkayo?

And it's all about money when she asked for half of everything he owns.
그녀는 자신이 소유 한 모든 것의 절반을 물었을 때 그리고 그것은 돈 전부입니다.

geunyeoneun jasin-i soyu han modeun geos-ui jeolban-eul mul-eoss-eul ttae geuligo geugeos-eun don jeonbu-ibnida .

Being known for not making his personal life known very well.
                            잘 알려진 그의 개인 생활을하지 알려져된다.

                         jal allyeojin geuui gaein saenghwal eul haji allyeojyeo doenda.

Being known for saying that he will never tell who he is dating unless he plans to marry them.
그가 그들과 결혼 할 계획하지 않는 한 그가 데이트 누가 말하지 않을 것이다라고 알려져된다.

geuga geudeul gwa gyeolhon hal gyehoeg haji anhneun han geuga deiteu nuga malhaji anh-eul geos-ida lago allyeojyeo doenda.

Being known for not wanting to get marry before a certain age.

                         얻을 특정 세 이전에 결혼하고 싶지 않다 알려져된다.

             eod-eul teugjeong se ijeon-e gyeolhonhago sipji anhda allyeojyeo doenda.

My thoughts about this is, love must only come from money.
                            이에 대한 내 생각은, 사랑은 돈으로부터 와야한다.

             i e daehan nae saeng-gag-eun , salang eun don eulobuteo waya handa.

I mean if that's the only love she knows of it's just selling herself for a price tag of being married.
즉 그녀는 그냥 결혼의 가격 태그에 자신을 판매하고 알고있는 유일한 사랑이라면 내 말은.

jeug geunyeoneun geunyang gyeolhon ui gagyeog taegeue jasin-eul panmaehago algo issneun yuilhan salang ilamyeon nae mal-eun .

When all I know or have heard, even the news reporters as they try to protect the game.
내가 아는 또는 모두가, 심지어 뉴스 기자를 들었을 때 그들은 게임을 보호하려고으로.

naega aneun ttoneun moduga , simjieo nyuseu gija leul deul-eoss-eul ttae geudeul-eun geim-eul boho halyeogo-eulo .

All the lies are coming out one by one and there is no denying of who this is.
         모든 거짓말이 하나씩 나오고있다 더이가 누구의 부인이 없습니다.

      modeun geojismal i hanassig naogoissda deo i ga nugu ui bu-in i eobs-seubnida.

No one before her came out with her name or looks.               그녀의 앞에 아무도 그녀의 이름이나 외모에 나온 없습니다.
               geunyeoui ap-e amudo geunyeoui ileum-ina oemo e naon eobs-seubnida.
Even the ones her and her family where, are trying their best to steal from.
그녀와 그녀의 가족조차 것들로부터 훔치기 위해 최선을 노력하고 있습니다.

geunyeo wa geunyeoui gajog jocha geosdeul lobuteo humchigi wihae choeseon-eul nolyeoghago issseubnida.

Everyone protected her, but she went on Television and was placed in magazines.
         모두가 그녀를 보호하지만 그녀는 텔레비전에 가서 잡지에 넣었다.

moduga geunyeoleul boho hajiman geunyeoneun tellebijeon e gaseo jabji e neoh-eossda.

I have a guess, fame whore.                             내가 추측, 명성 창녀가 있습니다.

               naega chucheug , myeongseong changnyeo ga issseubnida.

But that's what I view her to be, then later her mom joined in.
                   하지만 내가 나중에 그녀의 엄마에 합류, 그녀로 볼거야.

             hajiman naega najung-e geunyeoui eomma e hablyu , geunyeo lo bol geoya.

I don't like being mean to anyone but I can't help the need to voice my opinions on her.
나는 누군가에게 의미있는 싫어하지만 난 그녀에 내 의견을 표명 할 필요가 도움이되지 수 있습니다.

naneun nugunga-ege uimi issneun silh-eo hajiman nan geunyeo e nae uigyeon-eul pyomyeong hal pil-yoga doum-idoeji su issseubnida.

She made the choice to go after the ones she did, that had money.
                        그녀는 돈이 그녀가했던 것, 후 갈 수있는 선택을했다.

geunyeoneun don-i geunyeoga haessdeon geos , hu gal su-issneun seontaeg-eulhaessda .

Enough to pull her in to want to trap the biggest fish. 
                       트랩에 가장 큰 물고기를하려는 그녀를 끌어 정도로.

          teulaeb e gajang keun mulgogileul halyeoneun geunyeo leul kkeul-eo jeongdolo .

People have called her a "Woman" Please!! 사람들은 "여자"하십시오 그녀를 불렀다!

                 salamdeul-eun " yeoja " hasibsio geunyeoleul bulleossda !

The ones that do don't understand that a real woman is strong and doesn't have to be so shady.
할 사람은 진짜 여자가 강한 때문에 그늘로가 발생하지 않는 것을 이해하지 않습니다.

hal salam eun jinjja yeoja ga ganghan ttaemun-e geuneul lo ga balsaenghaji anhneun geos-eul ihaehaji anhseubnida.

As for my views, if someone happens to be famous to one.
              내보기에 관해서는, 경우에 사람이 하나에 유명 발생합니다.

nae bogi e gwanhaeseoneun, gyeong-ue salam-i hana-e yumyeong balsaenghabnida.

Is it the same when they travel to a place that they are unheard of?
                    그것은 그들이 전례가있는 곳으로 여행 할 때 동일합니까?

geugeos-eun geudeul-i jeonlyega issneun gos-eulo yeohaeng hal ttae dong-ilhabnikka?

If someone is wealthy, Would it matter if everyone is unaware?
사람이 부유 한 경우 모든 사람들이 인식하지 못하는 경우에도 문제가시겠습니까?

salam-i buyu han gyeong-u modeun salamdeul-i insighaji moshaneun gyeong-uedo munjega sigessseubnikka?

If someone is successful, Does it matter to someone that doesn't understand your job title?
누군가가 성공하면, 당신의 직책을 이해하지 못하는 사람에게 중요합니까?

nugungaga seong-gonghamyeon , dangsin-ui jigchaeg eul ihaehaji moshaneun salam-ege jung-yohabnikka ?

I don't know nor have ever met this man that found his way into my thoughts.
           나도 몰라도 지금 내 생각으로 자신의 길을 발견이 사람을 만났다.

nado molla do jigeum nae saeng-gag eulo jasin-ui gil-eul balgyeon i salam eul mannassda.

My prayers are filled with so many words these days and yes I am praying.
                 내기도는 요즘 너무 많은 단어로 가득 그래 나는기도하고있다.

nae gidoneun yojeum neomu manh-eun dan-eo lo gadeug geulae naneun gido hagoissda.

So my parents would be happy, but I'm asking for Justice to all.
그래서 부모님은 행복 할 것이다, 그러나 나는 모든 정의를 요구하고있다.

geulaeseo bumonim-eun haengbog hal geos-ida , geuleona naneun modeun jeong-ui leul yogu hagoissda.

I don't view being mad because you want revenge for being dumped as justice of any kind.
당신은 어떤 종류의 정의로 덤프되는 대한 복수를 원하기 때문에 나는 미친 것을 볼 수 없습니다.

dangsin-eun eotteon jonglyuui jeong-ui lo deompeudoeneun daehan bogsuleul wonhagi ttaemun-e naneun michin geos-eul bol su eobs-seubnida.

I believe Justice is a one simple word that can say it all.
 나는 정의가 모든 것을 말할 수있는 하나의 간단한 단어입니다 생각합니다.

naneun jeong-ui ga modeun geos-eul malhal su-issneun hanaui gandanhan dan-eoibnida saeng-gaghabnida.

Justice would make the Guilty pay for their criminal undertakings.

                 법무부는 범죄 선진적에 대한 유죄 지불을 만들 것입니다.

beobmubu neun beomjoe seonjinjeog e daehan yujoe jibul eul mandeul geos-ibnida.

Justice would also have a lot of people shut their mouths about spreading lies.
법무부는 또한 많은 사람들이 거짓말을 확산에 대해 입을 종료해야합니다.

beobmubu neun ttohan manh-eun salamdeul-i geojismal-eul hwagsan e daehae ib-eul jonglyo haeyahabnida.

Yes and I do realize that haters will always have to lie to prove their points.
예 내가 싫어하는 항상 그 점을 증명하기 위해 거짓말을해야합니다 것을 깨닫게 않습니다.

ye naega silh-eohaneun hangsang geu jeom-eul jeungmyeonghagi wihae geojismal-eul haeyahabnida geos-eul kkaedadge anhseubnida.

Saying smart words like:   seumateu dan-eoleul gat-eun mal :    스마트 단어를 같은 말 :
"They're just bullying her",                                  "그들은 단지 그녀를 왕따있어"

                       " geudeul-eun danji geunyeoleul wangtta iss-eo "

"More lies from the worshipers",                                         "경배에서 더 많은 거짓말"

                               " gyeongbae eseo deo manh-eun geojismal "

"You can't prove me wrong and no one has". 

                         "당신은 저에게 부정을 증명할 수 아무도 없습니다."

"dangsin-eun jeoege bujeong-eul jeungmyeonghal su amudo eobs-seubnida ."

Then it's the lies the follow every word that comes out, twisting it like soft taffy.  그런 다음 거짓말 소프트 태피처럼 왜곡, 나오는 모든 단어를 수행합니다.

geuleon da-eum geojismal sopeuteu taepi cheoleom waegog , naoneun modeun dan-eo leul suhaeng habnida.

Looks like a lot of people wish they had what another has.
            많은 사람들처럼 보인다는 또 다른 무슨 있었으면 좋겠다.

manh-eun salamdeul cheoleom boinda neun tto daleun museun iss-eoss-eumyeon johgessda .

Greedy monsters are getting in the way of human beings.
                             욕심 괴물은 인간의 방법으로 얻고있다.

                    yogsim goemul eun ingan-ui bangbeob-eulo eodgoissda .

Yes I can be greedy as well I am no way above that.
          내가 그 위의 방법을 생각하지 아니라 그래, 난 욕심이 될 수 있습니다.

naega geu wiui bangbeob eul saeng-gag haji anila geulae, nan yogsim i doel su issseubnida.

I will never say I am perfect for that I can never be.
                난 내가 할 수 없다는위한 완벽한 오전 말을하지 않습니다.

  nan naega hal su eobsdaneun wihan wanbyeoghan ojeon mal-eul haji anhseubnida.

I am only me faults and all, but this is just thinking on paper for me.
나는 결함 및 모든 만 날,하지만 이것은 단지 나를 위해 종이에 생각입니다.

naneun gyeolham mich modeun man nal ,hajiman igeos-eun danji naleul wihae jong-ie saeng-gag-ibnida.

So I tend to get a bit honest when I state how I feel about things going on.
그래서 나는 일이 일어나고 어떻게 생각하는지 명시 할 때 조금 정직 얻을하는 경향이있다.

geulaeseo naneun il-i il-eonago eotteohge saeng-gaghaneunji myeongsi hal ttae jogeum jeongjig eod-eul haneun gyeonghyang-iissda.

I hear music and I can cry.(                     나는 음악을 듣고 나는 울 수 있습니다. (

                         naneun eum-ag-eul deudgo naneun ul su issseubnida. (

I watch a drama and I can cry.(          나는 드라마를보고 나는 울 수 있습니다. (

                            naneun deulama leulbogo naneun ul su issseubnida. (

But I hear about someone that has hurt.         그러나 나는 상처를 누군가 듣고.

                            geuleona naneun sangcheoleul nugunga deudgo .

No let me clarify that, has been hurting by: 어떤 날에 의해 아프게 된 것을 명확히하자 :

            eotteon nal e uihae apeuge doen geos-eul myeonghwaghi haja :

'badmouthing'                                                     '나쁜 새들을 사냥 할수도있을 거고'
                  ' nappeun saedeul-eul sanyang halsudoiss-eul geogo '
'lying'                                              ' geojismal '                                            '거짓말'
'and endless or other things'.  ' muhan ttoneun gita mulgeon ' .    '무한 또는 기타 물건'.
All that may be unknown to everyone not in that circle of the lying game.
                모두가 아니라 거짓말 게임의 원에있는 모든 사람을 알 수있다.

       modu ga anila geojismal geim ui won eissneun modeun salam eul al su-issda.

the greedy monsters are loving to play around with others.
                              욕심 괴물은 다른 사람들과 놀러 사랑합니다.

               yogsim goemul eun daleun salamdeulgwa nolleo salang habnida.

Trying to be famous for a moment by using others kindness against them.그들에 대하여 다른 사람의 친절을 이용하여 잠시 유명하려고합니다.

geudeul-e daehayeo daleun salam ui chinjeol-eul iyonghayeo jamsi yumyeong halyeogohabnida.

Trapping one to try to obey their will.                  하나를 트래핑하는 것은 자신의 뜻을 순종하려고합니다.

   hanaleul teulaeping haneun geos-eun jasin-ui tteus-eul sunjong halyeogo habnida .

Having to hold tight onto that moment so hard.   열심히 그 순간에 꽉 잡아 필요.

                       yeolsimhi geu sungan e kkwag jab-a pil-yo .

Suffocating any feelings that were ever truly there.
                                  결코 진정으로이 있었다 어떤 감정을 질식.

            gyeolko jinjeong-eulo i iss-eossda eotteon gamjeong-eul jilsig .

I'll bring this up again because my google search this morning lead me to a new report.
내 구글이 아침 새 보고서에 저를 이끌어 검색 때문에 다시이 문제를 제기합니다.

nae gugeul i achim sae bogoseo e jeoleul ikkeul-eo geomsaeg ttaemun-e dasi i munjeleul jegi habnida .

Scratch that, old proven to be fake news, and a saying that is commonly used at that.
              가짜 뉴스로 입증 된, 스크래치, 일반적 그에서 사용되는 말.

gajja nyuseu lo ibjeung doen , seukeulaechi , ilbanjeog geu eseo sayongdoeneun mal .

Threatening her, if she was going after my family for money or pulling any of this on my friends.
그녀는 돈을 위해 내 가족을 가거나 친구들에이 중 하나를 당기는 경우, 그녀를 위협.

geunyeoneun don-eul wihae nae gajog-eul gageona chingudeul e i jung hanaleul dang-gineun gyeong-u , geunyeoleul wihyeob .

I laugh whenever I read that she is a victim because the proof all shows she was the abuser.
나는 모든 증거는 그녀가 가해자였다 보여주기 때문에 그녀가 피해자임을 읽을 때마다 나는 웃음.

naneun modeun jeung-geo neun geunyeoga gahaeja yeossda boyeojugi ttaemun-e geunyeoga pihaeja im-eul ilg-eul ttaemada naneun us-eum.

I can say I wouldn't doubt I would want a face to face meeting and I would try to put her in her place.
나는 내가 얼굴이 회의에 직면 할 것이라고 의심하지 않을 말할 수있는 나는 그녀의 장소에서 그녀를 넣어하려고합니다.

naneun naega eolgul i hoeui e jigmyeon hal geos-ilago uisim haji anh-eul malhal su-issneun naneun geunyeoui jangso eseo geunyeoleul neoh-eo halyeogo habnida.

Scold her for how she has been so bad treating others the way she has.
그녀가 다른 사람에게 그녀가이 방법을 치료 그렇게 나쁘지가 얼마나 그녀를 꾸짖.

geunyeoga daleun salam ege geunyeoga i bangbeob eul chilyo geuleohge nappeuji ga eolmana geunyeoleul kkujij .

That being said whomever taught her to become so wicked desires nothing less then the same.
즉 그녀는 같은 다음 덜 악한 욕망 아무것도 될 수 없습니다 가르쳐 누구에게나 말했다된다.

jeug geunyeo neun gat-eun da-eum deol aghan yogmang amugeosdo doel su eobs-seubnida galeuchyeo nuguegena malhaessda doenda.

As where she's from you have to respect your elders, she doesn't know of this moral that millions share.
당신이 당신의 연장자를 존중해야합니다에서 그녀가 어디, 그녀는이 도덕적 그 수백만의 점유율을 알고하지 않습니다.

dangsin-i dangsin-ui yeonjangja leul jonjung haeyahabnida eseo geunyeoga eodi , geunyeoneun i dodeogjeog geu subaegman-ui jeom-yuyul eul algo haji anhseubnida.

Still safe to say to hear how he stands up for his friends and family.

아직도 안전 그는 자신의 친구와 가족을 위해 버틴다 방법을 듣고 대답.

ajigdo anjeon geuneun jasin-ui chinguwa gajog-eul wihae beotinda bangbeob-eul deudgo daedab .

I don't know about what anyone out there feels but that's a friend worth keeping.나는 거기에 사람이 기분이 무엇인지 모르지만 그 친구의 가치가 유지합니다.

naneun geogie salam-i gibun-i mueos-inji moleujiman geu chingu ui gachiga yuji habnida.

To me it's a blessing to know they live in the same world as me.
           나에게 그것은 그들이 나와 같은 세계에 살고 알 수있는 축복입니다.

na-ege geugeos-eun geudeul-i nawa gat-eun segyee salgo al su-issneun chugbog ibnida.

This is only what I think of him: I love his honesty.

이것은 내가 그를 어떻게 생각하는지 만이다 : 그의 정직을 사랑 해요.

igeos-eun naega geuleul eotteohge saeng-gaghaneunji man ida : geuui jeongjig eul salang haeyo.

But his kindness is sharpened from both sides, so this means he's gentle and needs to be protected.
그러나 그의 친절은 양측에서 날카롭게, 그래서 이것은 그가 부드러운 뜻 보호 될 필요가있다.

geuleona geuui chinjeol eun yangcheug-eseo nalkalobge , geulaeseo igeos-eun geuga budeuleoun tteus boho doel pil-yogaissda.

If he ever was a bad boyfriend, if he ever was ill-mannered everyone would have known from the beginning.
그 사람이 나쁜 남자 친구라면 그 사람이 있다면, 버릇없는 사람은 처음부터 알려진 것이다.

geu salam-i nappeun namja chingu lamyeon geu salam-i issdamyeon , beoleus-eobsneun salam eun cheoeumbuteo allyeojin geos-ida.

One Girl that got dumped that happens to be a Gold Digger and likes to Blackmail people into getting cash.
골드 파는 될 일이 현금을 얻는 사람들을 협박하기를 좋아하는 한 소녀를 내리게있어 그.

goldeu paneun doel il-i hyeongeum eul eodneun salamdeul-eul hyeobbag hagileul joh-a haneun han sonyeoleul naelige iss-eo geu .

I will write the name again if you didn't know, Choi Hye Mi.
              당신이 알고하지 않으면 나는 다시 최 혜 미를 이름을 기록합니다.

dangsin-i algo haji anh-eumyeon naneun dasi choe hye mi leul ileum-eul giloghabnida.

She also tried to be a model after her "giving birth" also that's after her looks got changed with surgery.
그녀는 또한 그녀의 외모는 수술 변경있어 후 그녀의 "출산"후 모델도 그건로했습니다.

geunyeoneun ttohan geunyeoui oemo neun susul byeongyeong iss-eo hu geunyeoui " chulsan " hu model do geugeon lo haessseubnida.

I have nothing against looking better for yourself, I myself plan to do as well.
내가 자신을위한 더 나은보고에 대해 아무것도 없다, 나 자신도 할 계획이다.

naega jasin-eul-wihan deo na-eun bogo e daehae amugeosdo eobsda , na jasin do hal gyehoeg-ida.

But never the month, or within 2 months of giving birth.
                               그러나 결코 달, 또는 출산의 둘 개월 이내.

                           geuleona gyeolko dal , ttoneun chulsan ui dul gaewol inae .

Can't remember when he ever was in trouble.
                            그 사람이 곤경에 때 기억 할 수 없습니다.

                        geu salam-i gongyeong-e ttae gieog hal su eobs-seubnida.

Tells it how it is no matter the cost always puts you in your place.
     이 비용은 항상 당신의 장소에 넣 상관없이 얼마나을 알려줍니다.

i biyong-eun hangsang dangsin-ui jangso e neoh sang-gwan-eobs-i eolmana eul allyeojubnida.

If only we all had a friend like that would or could always tell the truth.

경우에만 우리 모두는 나 항상 진실을 말할 수있는 것 같은 친구가 있었다.

gyeong-ueman uli moduneun na hangsang jinsil-eul malhal su-issneun geos gat-eun chingu ga iss-eossda.

I pray the greedy monsters get what they deserve not what they desire to steal from others.
나는 욕심이 괴물은 그들이 다른 사람들로부터 훔치는 원하지 무엇을 어떤 대가를 얻을기도합니다.

naneun yogsim-i goemul eun geudeul-i daleun salamdeullobuteo humchineun wonhaji mueos-eul eotteon daegaleul eod-eul gidohabnida.

Be Careful How You React To Mental Issues 당신은 정신 문제에 어떻게 반응하는지 조심 dangsin-eun jeongsin munje e eotteohge ban-eunghaneunji josim by: J.A. Burror

I hope this can help someone understand the mind of a person with problems. 
         나는이 사람이 문제를 사람의 마음을 이해하는 데 도움 수 있기를 바랍니다.
 naneun-i salam-i munjeleul salam-ui ma-eum-eul ihaehaneun de doum su issgileul balabnida.
That may be on them at the time.                              즉, 시간에 그들에있을 수 있습니다.
                             jeug, sigan-e geudeul eiss-eul su issseubnida .
Just know not doing something is not helping, but then again when you try too hard.
당신이 너무 열심히하려고 할 때 그냥하지만 다시, 뭔가 도움이되지 않는 일을하지 알고.
dangsin-i neomu yeolsimhi halyeogo hal ttae geunyang hajiman dasi , mwonga doum-i doeji anhneun il-eul haji algo .
To push your views on someone with any form of mental problems.
                            정신적 문제가 어떤 형태를 가진 사람에보기를 밀어.
             jeongsinjeog munjega eotteon hyeongtae leul gajin salam e bogileul mil-eo .
You can without knowing push them too far. So please be very careful this is life and death.
당신은 모르고 너무 멀리를 푸시 할 수 있습니다. 그래서이 삶과 죽음을 매우주의하시기 바랍니다.
dangsin-eun moleugo neomu meolli leul pusi hal su issseubnida. geulaeseo i salmgwa jug-eum-eul maeu juuihasigi balabnida . 
There is no in between out of it and saying the wrong than can leave scars that last a life time. 
그것을 밖으로과 수명을 지속 흉터를 남길 수있는 것보다 잘못된 말 사이에이 없습니다.
geugeos-eul bakk-eulo gwa sumyeong-eul jisog hyungteoleul namgil su-issneun geosboda jalmosdoen mal sai e i eobs-seubnida.
Be patient but call a help hot line, have them see a Doctor that is both aware of the issues.
그들이 문제에 대해 알고 둘 다 의사를 표시 한 환자 수 있지만, 도움이 핫 라인에 문의하십시오.
geudeul-i munjee daehae algo dul da uisa leul pyosi han hwanja su issjiman, doum-i has lain e mun-uihasibsio.
And can help not fix/ people with mental problems do not see themselves as having to be fixed. 
그리고 고칠 수 있습니다 / 정신적 문제를 가진 사람들이 해결 될 것으로 자신을 볼 수 없습니다.
geuligo gochil su issseubnida / jeongsinjeog munjeleul gajin salamdeul i haegyeol doel geos-eulo jasin-eul bol su eobs-seubnida.
So at first you are going to be wrong and they will fight you on them getting help only. 
처음에는 그래서 당신은 잘못 될 것하고 그들은 단지 도움을 받고 그들에 당신을 싸울 것입니다.
cheoeum-eneun geulaeseo dangsin-eun jalmos doel geos hago geudeul-eun danji doum-eul badgo geudeul e dangsin-eul ssaul geos-ibnida .
Because in their mind at this time you're the one that needs help.
때문에이 시간에 자신의 마음에 당신이 도움을 필요로하는 사람입니다.
ttaemun-e i sigan-e jasin-ui ma-eum-e dangsin-i doum-eul pil-yolo haneun salam-ibnida .
Never tell them, they have to realize for themselves that something's wrong.
결코 그들이 뭔가 잘못 것을 스스로 깨닫게해야한다, 그들에게 없습니다.
gyeolko geudeul-i mwonga jalmos geos-eul seuseulo kkaedadge haeyahanda , geudeul-ege eobs-seubnida. 
That is a journey they have to find for themselves.     즉, 그들은 스스로 찾아야 여행이다.
                         jeug, geudeul-eun seuseulo chaj-aya yeohaeng-ida .
Remember nobody likes to be forced to do something, a teenage will rebel if you hold to tight.
기억 아무도 당신이 꽉까지 보유하는 경우, 뭔가를 십대 의지의 반란을 강제로 좋아한다.
gieog amudo dangsin-i kkwag kkaji boyu haneun gyeong-u , mwongaleul sibdae uiji ui banlan eul gangjelo joh-ahanda .
Even want a better life and if this person has a death wish I would call a Doctor ASAP.     심지어 더 나은 삶을 원하고이 사람이 죽음이 있다면 나는 최대한 빨리 의사를 호출 바랍니다.
simjieo deo na-eun salm eul wonhago i salam-i jug-eum i issdamyeon naneun choedaehan ppalli uisa leul hochul balabnida. 
Because I know from myself that I didn't care what anyone had to say.
          나는 사람이 무슨 말을했다 걱정하지 않았다 자신을 알고 있기 때문에.
naneun salam-i museun mal-eulhaessda geogjeonghaji anh-assda jasin-eul algo issgi ttaemun-e .
No one understood how I felt and never truly would get why I felt I had to act out the ways I did.
아무도 내가 느낀 나는 내가했던 방법을 행동했다 느꼈다 왜 결코 진정으로 얻을하는 방법을 이해하지 않습니다.
amudo naega neukkin naneun naegahaessdeon bangbeob eul haengdong haessda neukkyeossda wae gyeolko jinjeong-eulo eod-eul haneun bangbeob-eul ihae haji anhseubnida.

Telling yourself:                   jasin-eul malhaneun :                         자신을 말하는 :
you were never meant to be here                                   당신은 여기에 의미하지 않았다
                                       dangsin eun yeogie uimihaji anh-assda
Living is too hard               saenghwal i neomu eolyeobda             생활이 너무 어렵다
Everyone can do just fine without you            모두가 당신없이 잘 수행 할 수 있습니다
                       moduga dangsin-eobs-i jal suhaeng hal su issseubnida
There is no point in the day to day                                       하루 하루 아무 문제가 없다 
                                        halu halu amu munje ga eobsda
No one would miss me         amudo naleul geuliwo geos               아무도 나를 그리워 것
It would solve so many problems if you were gone  
                          당신이 사라졌다 경우 너무 많은 문제를 해결할 것
          dangsin-i salajyeossda gyeong-u neomu manh-eun munjeleul haegyeolhal geos

I was better off dead because if they truly.
                                        때문에 진정으로 그들이 경우에 나는 죽는 것이 더 좋았다.
           ttaemun-e jinjeong-eulo geudeul-i gyeong-ue naneun jugneun geos-i deo joh-assda .
Cared they wouldn't be putting me threw this. 그들이 날이 던져 넣어되지 않을 것이다 걱정.
                geudeul-i nal i deonjyeo neoh-eo doeji anh-eul geos-ida geogjeong .
You have to remember even tho it will be hard.   
                              당신은 그것이 힘들 것입니다 그래도 기억해야한다.
           dangsin-eun geugeos-i himdeul geos-ibnida geulaedo gieoghaeyahanda .
A lot I give a lot of credit to my family for putting up with me threw all my ups and downs.
많은 나는 나와 함께 내 모든 기복을 던져 올리는 내 가족에게 신용을 많이 제공합니다.
manh-eun naneun nawa hamkke nae modeun gibog eul deonjyeo ollineun nae gajog-ege sin-yong eul manh-i jegonghabnida.
And yet they still love me you have to do this, because if they don't see the problem.
        그럼에도 불구하고 그들은 여전히 당신은 그들이 문제가 표시되지 않는 
                         경우 때문에,이 작업을 수행 할 필요가 저를 사랑 해요.
geuleom-edo bulguhago geudeul-eun yeojeonhi ​​dangsin-eun geudeul-i munje ga pyosidoeji anhneun gyeong-u ttaemun-e , i jag-eob-eul suhaeng hal pil-yoga jeoleul salang haeyo.
And have a death wish they're not going to stop from killing themselves for real.
     그리고 그들은 진짜 자신을 죽이는 중지하지 않을거야 죽음의 소원이 있습니다.
geuligo geudeul-eun jinjja jasin-eul jug-ineun jungji haji anh-eulgeoya jug-eum-ui sowon i issseubnida.
Then you both will lose as while as everyone else of them.
                            그런 다음 둘 중 다른 사람으로 동안으로 잃게됩니다.
                  geuleon da-eum dul jung daleun salam eulo dong-an eulo ilhgedoebnida.
Knowing them as you once did might be great at pinpointing the problem to start.
그들을 아는 것은 한 번 시작하는 문제를 정확히 파악에 큰 수 있습니다 않았다있다.
geudeul-eul aneun geos-eun han beon sijaghaneun munjeleul jeonghwaghi paag e keun su issseubnida anh-assda issda.
But you could find that person to pull away very quickly. 
                            하지만 당신은 매우 빠르게 멀리 당겨 그 사람을 찾을 수 있습니다.
    hajiman dangsin-eun maeu ppaleuge meolli dang-gyeo geu salam eul chaj-eul su issseubnida.
Even though they view themselves as not having a problem.
                            비록 그들은 문제가되지 스스로를 볼 수 있습니다.
                      bilog geudeul-eun munjega doeji seuseulo leul bol su issseubnida.
It's a different world and only they belong.      그것은 다른 세계입니다 만 그들은 속한다.
                              geugeos-eun daleun segye ibnida man geudeul-eun soghanda.

Just Thinking Out Loud & No Order by:J.A. Burror

So it seems I'm in a waiting game, feels like yet again. Took the test and waiting for results. But I fear no matter what they are. My health problems won't be solved. I really have no clue how to react. This was another big one. And Although I feel that I have a great team to help me. I'm still left unsure about the next moment.

I went on my Facebook account, to look around. Saw so much coming from my Friends on there. This was a great support system that is not around me. But for someone I Respect in the up most of ways. They share pictures and story's and it's a great place. By the strength coming from so many Friends and Followers off Twitter and throughout each of my blogs.

I get a warmth coming when I get a message on Twitter. I meet such great people and I have met such great people. Yes at times I have had to Block a few, but I have my reasoning's for doing so. I dislike being bullied or feeling another is bullied. I block the ones I notice to dislike me for whatever reason. I block the ones that bully other followers, friends. And I will Block you if you hate, bully, badmouth ones I respect. It's no secret I hold Kim Hyun Joong in high respect's. I don't like fight in total but when I deem something, someone worth fighting for. I have no problems going for the fight. I will Block anyone that sides with (Choi Hye Mi), let me explain. I know that name doesn't seem to only belong to the Blackmailer that I am referring too. But who I am talking about is that Gold digger in a skirt that saw a big fish to take from. I have wrote about this in the past and fear it might be on going. I hate to hate anyone but I just can't help myself. With this chick, when I see her or hear anything about her. She turns the best day, into not great. So I try not to give her the time of day, realizing I have to concentrate on more important things that she will never be 'to me'.

If you are wondering more about this person/ Girl. Never will call a woman, real women don't act in her way. The actions she has shown is what I am basing my belief off, the Lying game she has been playing putting a child in the middle is another reason I can't stand still with my thoughts. I really come with no filter with her in mind. If you ask me out right what I think, how I view her and her family to be. I will not sugarcoat it for anyone. And if she is one that I speak with and sees how I hate her. Someone that she has never met and would bet never heard of. I would still hate her no matter what she would have to say. In life a human is viewed in different ways. we all have to choose what we want others to remember us as. I will forever remember her as a [Blackmailing, Gold Digger, Hell Pint on using a child for cash, Fame Hungry enough to try to ride anthers coat tails to be noticed in anyway, becoming a pone for others to play and have take the fall, as with her family planing for a big payday by doing all to another; as well as Abusing this person both in private and in public.]

That all being said, I am trying my best to only forces on the good. And the great out come I plan for myself.
As with all of you I'm sure you all have goals, dreams, plans that you all wish to take part in. I hope we all get to were we see us to be. Life would be so perfect if everyone was happy with just being happy with there lives given to them. But then again you might say that life could only become perfect if we choose to be happy. And forgo the hate in the world. We all have are lives to live, that's the point but I went all around about it.

I feel good, really great to have ones notice me and take time out to read my words. You are awesome, whomever you are!!! I have read a lot by messages with Twitter, sorry I kinda speak to people on Twitter. I have others but I do have a issue with organizing my own thoughts and often times space with things. Might call me a slacker but that wouldn't be would I am.

I was having a hard time falling asleep last night and I guess it was all nerves. The test started at about 10 and didn't last long, blood work. But I know what the test was for that got my attention. I know it's to make the patient aware but still. I am always like; Do you have to tell me what you think I have? Then comes back I don't and I worried for nothing, it's such a waist of time and energy.On my part to build up the worst case in your mind. Then it's nothing of the sort, blessing but not. You end up giving way to the negative thoughts that arise. So you end up left with, questions and questions that never seem to have been fully answered.

How am I going to get through this?
         What is wrong with me that lead to this point?
                      Will I still be okay, even with having this?

Then once you find out for absolute. Your questions change to become more in-detailed.  

What do I do now?
           How can I get over this?
                         Is there anything, nothing I can do about this?
                                         Where to find help to treat this?
                                                       
And finely you ask, or you might already know.
               Is there a Cure?
And if yes How and When and Where can you get this Cure???

It's like you wake up one day at you realize time flew by. Passing you, Leaving you in so many ways. We can't be everything all at once. We have no power to do what only God does. We are left with only the moments we are given. And in those moments it's are choice to pave the way to are wants. Desiring to be set free from limitation, I would fall in the description.

Having Besties is wonderful at times when you feel like caving. They kick you in the butt, to pull you right back up. No second thoughts come to mind. They are what they should be, Best Friends. Wanting to not let out when having a hard time. Is still a new one I'm learning. When it comes to real friends that plan to stay and not leave when the money ran out. The party's stopped and I found I had nothing more to say. Talking about the same work and party's that you spend your money on all the time. Never really getting to know the other. I guess we all might be at fault in some way. I stopped looking at the past as the end of the world for me. Yes devastating as it was to have had such a life as I have. Today I am me, and How can I say I would change me?

Not My Day by:J. A. Burror

To put it bluntly, today was a bad day. Not my worst day I have ever had by far, but nevertheless a bad day. I wish I could go back, time rewind so I'm cozy in bed. Completely oblivious to what was going to happen today. I had a Doctors appointment like always. Every week it seems I have something. It is on going of the problem findings. But I that nothing big about this one, it was just my regular Doctor I go to. Sorry, I need to back up a bit and tell you why I needed to call him for this visit.

My legs, feet have been swelling up. So bad that I can't wear my normal size 6 jeans. Shoes don't fit, so I'm in strap on ones. All this is happening and I'm taking baby steps. Really a baby first learning to walk would be faster then I am at the moment.

Before you think it, No I Didn't Gain Weight. Although the scale states a higher number then before, But I'm happy I have one of the scales that tell. You have to put your age, height and then step on. Telling you your Body Mass Index (BMI), Water %, Body %. So I know when my water is high. I have had swelling before and it's all the same, I end up unable to move.

Doctor came in and put on his glove. Yea just that thought when I was a kid gave me the creeps. Like really why a glove, then they have to add the mask? Anyway back to the point. Pressing on my feet and up my legs. Leaving marks, should say imprints into my skin. That in its self is a warning sign. That your body is Retaining Weight, I already knew I was. Not my first time in this rodeo show. So before I took Water Pills, right. Seems like the answer, No not even close. I was so off base on this one. I almost broke into tears. Heart Problems, That's what they're are testing me for now. I can't even write it without saying it out loud, without tears forming ready to fall at anytime. Kidney Failure, That's another one. Because I drink so much and the fact of my past as a over weight child for so long, he wanted Diabetics on the testing list. 

Right now I'm like this:
Putting the Ice Cream in the Pantry
Putting the Soda Cans in the Freezer
Putting the Bag of meat with my Can Goods
Putting the Cat Food in the Oven
Putting the Veggies in the trash because I mistook them for trash bags

Getting hungry and making my self a sandwich:
Coby Jack Cheese, garlic sauce with normal Ranch Dressing.
Grilled Chicken pieces and sliced red onions, more Cheese but White this time,
open face loaf of French Bread   the kind they just baked in the store and you smell it so you throw it in your cart on a whim
on a cookie sheet and oven for about 10 minutes then you close the loaf and eat it

I CAN'T HAVE ANYTHING ON THIS SANDWICH, but the Garlic
      LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
It's like I am trying to Tease Myself ;(

Have to wait for these tests, but it's normal sometimes you get that call that says: 'We made an appointment for the Doctor to disguise the findings of your test.' When you can't go in because it's to far and you just have noway of getting there on that day. Most times I have found they won't tell you anything by phone. It's a law put in place to help protect the information of the patient they are calling. Meanwhile they can call you and you have to give your personal information by phone to them and a lot of times I get no name.

Really at first when I was always being tested for something. Blood drown all the time, it made this scary cat of needle's. Not feel the point rip into my skin. To many IV's and ER visits will do that to a person.

If I sound like I'm downing Doctors Please understand I have a lot of respect for Doctors. I'm not badmouthing anyone that hasn't done something to me or to ones I care for. I could never been the first to throw a punch but make no mistake I do fight back when it is called for. I just view some that use fighting first in a different way. It's like I can't rack my brain around it. But then again you have to walk a mile in another mans shoes to truly understand them. But how can we? We all are made beautifully different inside and outside. WOW I say that but I plan to myself change my outer. To become more pleasing to my own self. Something I have wanted and didn't realize Doctors could do what I would want to have done to me. But they do, it just has been taking me time to find out where to go and how to get there. First thing with all cosmetic surgery's you have to know your heath before hand. I'm still working on understanding mine. Tell then I will not post pictures of what I look like.

The main reason why my Doctor didn't want to give me a water pill is because he said I might have a STROKE do to it. Water Pills lower your blood presser, and mine is low. I didn't know this, but signs were pointing in different outcomes for him. So I was all ears so to speak. I'm on heave medication as it is from a Neurologists. Even if you stop a medication, your body still have the effects of that medication in you. And if you try something that would go against it then even tho you are not on it. Your body hasn't processed the full memo. That all being said I can chalk this down as a Bad Day.

Honestly Speaking About My Feelings by:J.A. Burror

Sorry I am going to speak out right about my feelings. I don't know how to go around the bush with this. So let me dive right in. I have someone a hold so dear to my own heart and yet it's not that we are unaware of each others feelings towards the other. It's time, time plays with us it seems. There is never enough. I want to rest when they want to share. They're fast asleep when I want to spill it all out. Time different is to blame. I'm to blame. I say that because I know my faults and time I lose all the time. Not trying to sound poetic on that note but always have had issues. Shouldn't be a problem with people that love each other, but it does effect it. Recalling so much and bearing the wound that is left behind. It isn't easily done for anyone. I can't just give of myself and then take away. Once I say those words I mean those words. I never lied to others about how I really felt, if I was in love with them, nor just loved them. That's because I don't share that part of me so fast to anyone. Once someone gets in my heart, to that point. That they will always still, remain till the day comes and I'm back with knowing them like once before. Crying: That would be me most times. But I get a feeling of release. Presser coming from within when you finely are able to let out. When telling someone the truth or wanting to. But backing down because I don't know why. Scared of the out come, not sure how to deal with the full aftermath the truth can make you forced into. This I get, other hand I don't get this. It's just hard for me to understand . If you are going to say the truth. Why not just say it, what's the problem? If you are going to worry about the aftermath so much that you forget about what you have right now, in-front of you. Then why even go and say you want to do it? I know we all want and we all need. It's human, comes with it.

Being positive about the out come I in-vision for myself. Not one to blindly turn a eye on how I feel. I'm a walking, living in breathing at times full blown contradiction. I want so much:
I want to live in the country I want (no surprise it's South Korea)
I want to learn the language that is so beautiful to me and speak it daily
I want to work as a writer  I'm a Lyricist it's what I love
I want to marry and have a family to call my own
I want to have so much love and happiness in my life
I want to be a good wife, good mother, good friend
I want to even be a published poetry writer
 I know my list of wants aren't that great, then they are great. I use to want so much more for my career. Having to feel that I would have to make that choice family over my career. Time has made me realize that family is so important and I want my own. I didn't give up anything, nor do I view it that way. I just had my dreams and goals change with time to what they are today. To have someone call your own in your heart. Is a gift as I see and which I want to have given to me.

But in life time isn't always on are sides. We often times are not allotted the time to do all we had plan of, wished for. Trying to say you are brave when you lack it. That's me right now. No jokes here, this one is real. I can say all I want to have happen but at the end of the day. My time isn't always mine, and I am not able to keep promises once given. I hate that, it's the pits. Makes me out to be nothing more then a lair. In my book that's what I would call it. Feeling low then putting on a painted on smile to foul others. Noway, it's only to lie to myself that I'm more then what I thought I was. Trying my best at all times not to admit that I am missing out of so much life out there. Even tho I know I am, have been for sometime. Don't know if what I post ever truly gets liked but thanks in all the same. I'm just posting as I would to a friend, because I want to know or just recap and view. Learning is key, something very dear to my mindset. And I doubt that will ever change, I would hate for that to change.

The Waiter Who Changed Me by:J.A. Burror

I know to some falling in love at first sight is just like falling in love to young. It doesn't happen, and thus we are fooling ourselves in believing that emotion. I never believed in love before, real love. That was able to happen in my life. That word was meant to always stay out of my grasps of me obtaining that feeling. Even if I dared to feel that, to fall hard in love. I wasn't able to fool my self in thinking/ viewing I had a right to keep it. S when I was younger and I first met my first love, I was over taken by feelings that I viewed to be wrong for me to have towards another. I wanted to know another person in some many ways that I would never speak about to anyone around me. But still this burning in my heart just kept on and I had no choice but to talk about it to him. I plan us to be friends nothing more. Time it's always on the same page as you might want it to be.

 I guess you might has called it, jaded. Because this changed my view points on love, family. I stopped wanting so much more, AS I started to desire to love with my whole heart another. I wanted time to have frozen back when I first met him, because then I felt nothing but happy. Such a strange feeling when you are really unused to not faking your smile and having ones seem to fall for it.

I knew I had to tell him. Lies that I was sorry for wanting to know him and that's what they are-lies.
I wanted to scream so loud to the world 'I am in love', I was in love.
so I walked in the dinning room I didn't try to look for him. Once I wanted to hide myself. Hopping he wouldn't notice I was in front of him. I took my seat as he turned as he did every time to pull out my chair and push it in when I sat down. On his face there was no smile, not even a half way as he looked at me. I felt I did something wrong, took something away from him. I just picked up my menu and I peaked at him standing and he frowned I knew he was upset with the situation we found are self's in. I gave a little smile in the hopes it would catch on. But I didn't find him there, looking around and I jumped. He was behind me, putting his arms around me, and asking me if I still liked him. I was shocked, completely dumb founded by his words. I never thought he would look to me as nothing but a silly child with a crush. But he looked at me, as more. He was knelled down beside me. Looking at me with his soft eyes and choosing his words nicely to reeled me in. I was young still and yet felt the need to know of someone else. Strange feelings come from growing into a teenager. I thought my life was set, everything was plans out for me. When I met him my heart turned from the path I was suppose to head. I knew it wasn't right but my heart kept falling and I feel in love. I didn't try to convince anyone of my love for him. I knew it wouldn't count as real coming from a teenager. We were different on so many ways. It felt he was just out of my league. He was the one that made me smile.

'Are you made at me?' he whispered and asked me. But what was I to think? All that time I believed he would be the one who was made at me. He did nothing wrong, I wanted to know him and that was my mistake. I started to shake my head with tears forming in my eyes. I took a deep breath without speaking. I knew I'd brake down in front of him if I spoke one word. Everyone was leaving the table and I waited to offer my apology. He was thoughtful and played it off as no wrong doing has been done. But I knew the truth at that time I had just been told the day before of his tears. I couldn't bare my heart brought me to such actions. To want, to feel this way, think I had the right to. He looked puzzled, his eyes looked to the left a bit. As I turned my head I found the same person that told me to Apologize. The same person that told me all of the backlash he was now under because of me. The same person that made it a point to get it threw my head that he was to good for me. That same person was now next to me, listening to every word and telling me what else to say. I was so beaten down I went along with it and I caved to them. I told him I was sorry for writing to know him without thinking about how it would effect his position. We smiled and said Bye, but I can't help but still feel that words were left unsaid. I turned to walk away as I was fighting back the tears and with it trying to remember to breathe. Not crying, Breathing, Walking they were so hard for me to do all at once. all awhile that person stayed by my side and told me not to look at him. I was told that they wanted to make sure I didn't say anything out of line. Outside the dinning room was family, it was obvious I was hurting. Soon after I could leave I left and went to my room. I cried so hard I was throwing up and gasping for air.

My friend took my hand and lead me back in a different spot. I looked at him moments after I just left myself. I saw him throwing a piece of folded paper away with a bit of force behind it. He turned and looked around and stopped at where I was. We both smiled and I was crying at that point. But still in the tear cloudy fog state my eyes were in. I saw his eyes were reddish and glossy, he just looked my way. But I couldn't take his kindness, I just ran away. In my cabin room I broke down yet again over and over. I couldn't sleep because he might have felt the same. the undying need to be friends in this life time. All I did was listen to others telling me what to do. Telling me how I destroyed this man.

Now I knew I didn't really know him, nor did he me. But we both wanted to become more then strangers. Not lovers, nothing of that sort I knew that well. But what was wrong with having us become friends? I was curtain I was given only half the truth. Even with not knowing his history I believed that he was a good person.And because of my belief in him was so over powering I chose to listen to my gut. Hard as it was I doubted the truth being told to me. To keep me safe, yes it did that. But fail for it was the cause of a pain my heart had never known prier.

Years went by and my heart and the hurt stayed in lock down. I found peace with praying for him and wishing the best for him. I no longer had the confidence to appear in his presence. I still think of him time and time again, forever I will always wish him well. I started writing on the very day I met him and it's how I show would I am. Through my writing I can become bold and state what's in my heart. Really sometimes I have no shame when I'm mad. I will forever be thankful for meeting him at that point, thankful for meeting him in my life. But that in noway means I want to devote my heart to him. For there is another, there is another that I do not know. But will capture my heart and we will be as one.