Monday, June 27, 2016

The Greedy Monsters are at it yet again 욕심 괴물은 다시 한번 그것을이다 yogsim goemul eun dasi hanbeon geugeos-eul ida by:J.A.Burror

It took me some time to gather my thoughts.
그것은 내 생각을 수집하는 데 좀 시간이 걸렸습니다.
geugeos-eun nae saeng-gag-eul sujibhaneun de jom sigan-i geollyeossseubnida
I had a scare and that left me out of it.
나는 겁이 있었다 그것은 그것의 저를 떠났습니다.
naneun geob i iss-eossda geugeos-eun geugeos-ui jeoleul tteonassseubnida.

Thinking wise, I couldn't tell really what was happening, it was a mess upstairs.
지혜로운 생각, 정말 무슨 일이 일어 났는지, 그것이 엉망이 위층했다 말할 수 없습니다.
jihyeloun saeng-gag , jeongmal museun il-i il-eo nassneunji , geugeos-i eongmang i wicheung haessda malhal su eobs-seubnida .

All my thoughts and stress that was going around me and then I in the midst of it read this news.
내 모든 생각과 내 주위가는 스트레스와 그 다음 나는 그것의 중간에이 뉴스를 읽을.
nae modeun saeng-gaggwa nae juwi ganeun seuteuleseuwa geu da-eum naneun geugeos-ui jung-gan-e i nyuseuleul ilg-eul .

When at first I laughed, I ready think this is funny in away.
처음에 나는 웃었다 때, 나는이 거리에서 재미라고 생각합니다 준비.
cheoeum-e naneun us-eossda ttae, naneun i geoli eseo jaemi lago saeng-gaghabnida junbi .

Because it's so stupid in the exact meaning of that word. 
그것은 그 단어의 정확한 의미에 너무 바보 때문에.
geugeos-eun geu dan-eo ui jeonghwaghan uimi e neomu babo ttaemun-e .

Reporters that don't report, but lie so they don't have to put in the work to do their job title. 
보고하지 않는 기자,하지만 거짓말 자신의 직책을 수행 할 작업에 넣어 필요가 없습니다.
bogohaji anhneun gija,hajiman geojismal-eun jasin-ui jigchaeg-eul suhaeng hal jag-eob-e neoh-eo pil-yoga eobs-seubnida.

Lawyers that haven't the right things to say, but smile at the worst times.
말을하지 않을 권리 물건을 가지고 있지만, 최악의 시간에 미소 변호사.
mal-eul haji anh-eul gwonli mulgeon-eul gajigo issjiman, choeag-ui sigan-e miso byeonhosa .

Only making their own Gold Digger of a client that much more seen as such.
만 훨씬 더 같은 본 클라이언트의 자신의 골드 파는 만들기.
man hwolssin deo gat-eun bon keullaieonteu ui jasin-ui goldeu paneun mandeulgi.
The Greedy Monsters are at it yet again. 
욕심 괴물은 다시 한번 그것을이다.
yogsim goemul eun dasi hanbeon geugeos-eul ida.

Seems they will stop at nothing to gain only by lies and stealing their ways throughout life. 
그들은 거짓말과 생활 전반에 걸쳐 자신의 방법을 훔치는 만 얻을 것은 아무 것도 중단됩니다 보인다.
geudeul-eun geojismalgwa saenghwal jeonban-e geolchyeo jasin-ui bangbeob-eul humchineun man eod-eul geos-eun amu geosdo jungdandoebnida boinda .

Anyone following this drama story of Evil for Cash for using one's body to trap another.
함정 서로의 몸을 사용하는 현금에 대한 악의이 드라마의 이야기를 다음 사람.
hamjeong seolo ui mom eul sayonghaneun hyeongeum e daehan ag-ui i deulama ui iyagileul da-eum salam .

I wouldn't play nice if I was the guy the girl was trying to trap for my bank book. 
내 통장의 여자 트랩하려고했던 사람이라면 나는 좋은 플레이하지 않을 것입니다.
nae tongjang ui yeoja teulaeb halyeogohaessdeon salam ilamyeon naneun joh-eun peullei haji anh-eul geos-ibnida.
I haven't the nicest bit of anything that I could muster for the Greedy Monsters here. 
나는 여기에 욕심 괴물을 위해 소집 할 수있는 아무것도 아닌 멋진 비트가 있습니다.
naneun yeogie yogsim goemul eul wihae sojib hal su-issneun amugeosdo anin meosjin biteu ga issseubnida.

And so I will stop, thinking about this kind of mindless greed doesn't suit me well. 
그래서 나는 나를 잘 맞지 않는 어리석은 탐욕의이 종류에 대해 생각을 중지합니다.
geulaeseo naneun naleul jal maj-ji anhneun eoliseog-eun tam-yog uii jonglyu e daehae saeng-gag eul jungjihabnida.

Going on and on about how I really hate the fact that such a person is even called a Woman. 
난 정말 그런 사람도있는 여성이라고는 사실을 싫어 방법에 대해 계속적으로 간다.
nan jeongmal geuleon salam do issneun yeoseong ilago neun sasil-eul silh-eo bangbeob-e daehae gyesogjeog-eulo ganda .

My stomach turns at the thought she is of the same human race as me. 
내 위장은 그녀가 나 같은 인간 종족이다 생각에집니다.
nae wijang eun geunyeoga na gat-eun ingan jongjog ida saeng-gag-e jibnida.

Being human does not give anyone the right to be brainless.
인간 인 것은 사람에게 머리가 나쁜 할 수있는 권리를 부여하지 않습니다.
ingan in geos-eun salam ege meoliga nappeun hal su-issneun gwonlileul buyeohaji anhseubnida .

Nor the right to treat others in a ill like manner. 
도 오른쪽은 병이 같은 방식으로 다른 사람을 치료한다.
do oleunjjog eun byeong-i gat-eun bangsig-eulo daleun salam-eul chilyo handa.

So What!! That's what I have to say, right now. 
그래서 무엇! 그게 내가 지금 무슨 말을합니다.
geulaeseo mueos ! geuge naega jigeum museun mal-eul habnida.

It comes to mind so else and I'm confused by just how simple of a notion it is. 
너무 다른 마음에 와서 나는 그것이 인 개념의 얼마나 간단한에 의해 혼란 스러워요.
neomu daleun ma-eum-e waseo naneun geugeos-i in gaenyeom ui eolmana gandanhan e uihae honlan seuleowoyo .

News came out like time and time before. 
뉴스 전에 시간과 시간처럼 나왔다.
nyuseu jeon-e sigangwa sigan cheoleom nawassda.

Please remember, recall all the news that were none other than lies written in someone's favor.
, 다른 사람의 호의에 기록 된 거짓말 이외의 아무것도 없었다 모든 뉴스를 기억 기억하십시오.
, daleun salam-ui houi e gilog doen geojismal ioeui amugeosdo eobs-eossda modeun nyuseu leul gieog gieoghasibsio .

Trying to turn the public view of a person that has done so many wrong doings, around. 
주위에 너무 많은 잘못된 행동을했다 사람의 공개보기를 설정하려고합니다.
juwie neomu manh-eun jalmosdoen haengdong eulhaessda salam ui gong-gae bogileul seoljeong halyeogohabnida.

At first I will gladly share my feelings. 
처음에 나는 기꺼이 내 감정을 공유합니다.
cheoeum-e naneun gikkeoi nae gamjeong eul gong-yuhabnida.

What I thought first when I realized the story was about a person I look up too. 
내가 이야기를 깨달았을 때 내가 먼저 생각하는 것은 너무 찾아 사람에 있었다.
naega iyagileul kkaedal-ass-eul ttae naega meonjeo saeng-gag haneun geos-eun neomu chaj-a salam e iss-eossda .

And so many ways is a person that I found comfort in. 
그래서 여러 가지 방법이 내가 편안함을 발견 한 사람이다.
geulaeseo yeoleo gaji bangbeob-i naega pyeon-anham eul balgyeon han salam ida.

For that I respect this person and don't change my opinion based off lies. 
그 동안 나는이 사람을 존중하고 내 의견을 기반으로 거짓말을 변경하지 마십시오.
geu dong-an naneun i salam eul jonjunghago nae uigyeon-eul giban-eulo geojismal eul byeongyeonghaji masibsio.

I am a fan, and I can not and will not be made a fool of. 
나는 팬이다, 나는과의 바보를 만들 수 없습니다 수 없습니다.
naneun paen-ida , naneun gwa ui babo leul mandeul su eobs-seubnida su eobs-seubnida.

He is a man of honor that has a habit of being too giving and taking things to much to heart. 
그는 너무 것을주고 마음에 많은 물건을 복용하는 습관이 명예의 사람이다.
geuneun neomu geos-eul jugo ma-eum e manh-eun mulgeon eul bog-yong haneun seubgwan i myeong-yeui salam-ida.

Giving people a chance that never deserved one with him. 
사람들이 그와 함께 일을 가치가 결코 기회를주기.
salamdeul-i geuwa hamkke il eul gachiga gyeolko gihoeleul jugi .

Has hurt him dearly. 
사랑스러운 그를 다치게했다.
salangseuleoun geuleul dachige haessda .

As well the ones he loves and wholes so close to himself. 
뿐만 아니라 그가 사랑하는 사람과 자신에게 너무 가까이 wholes의.
ppunman anila geuga salanghaneun salam gwa jasin-ege neomu gakkai wholes-ui .

I'm saddened but know very well all the trash news that came out in English form is trash.
나는 슬프게하지만 쓰레기는 영어 형태로 나온 모든 쓰레기 소식입니다 아주 잘 알고 있어요.
naneun seulpeuge hajiman sseulegi neun yeong-eo hyeongtaelo naon modeun sseulegi sosig-ibnida aju jal algo iss-eoyo.

The first to report and yet without proof and lies after lies that have been proven. 
첫 번째는보고 아직 증거없이 입증 된 거짓말 후에 자리 잡고 있습니다.
cheos beonjjaeneun bogo ajig jeung-geo eobs-i ibjeung doen geojismal hue jali jabgo issseubnida.

The trash news forgets to write the truth of what the news really is.
휴지통 뉴스는 뉴스가 정말 무엇인지 진실을 작성 잊어.
hyujitong nyuseu neun nyuseu ga jeongmal mueos-inji jinsil-eul jagseong ij-eo .

I use to go on a few sites to get updates on news, but only after the first time there. 
나는하지만이 처음 이후, 뉴스 업데이트를 몇 사이트에 가서 사용합니다.
naneun hajiman i cheoeum ihu , nyuseu eobdeiteuleul myeoch saiteue gaseo sayonghabnida.
I noticed that there was no truth in the reports given as the news. 
나는 뉴스로 주어진 보고서에는 진실이 없었다 것으로 나타났습니다.
naneun nyuseu lo jueojin bogoseo eneun jinsil-i eobs-eossda geos-eulo natanassseubnida.
So I stopped going to those sites and started visiting twitter in place. 
그래서 해당 사이트로 이동 중지하고 대신에 트위터를 방문하기 시작했다.
geulaeseo haedang saiteu lo idong jungjihago daesin-e teuwiteo leul bangmun hagi sijaghaessda.
That and I wanted to make my voice heard.
즉, 나는 내 목소리 듣고 만들고 싶었다.
jeug, naneun nae mogsoli deudgo mandeulgo sip-eossda .

I wanted to share my words and likes and thoughts as well.
나뿐만 아니라 내 말과 좋아하는 생각을 공유하고 싶었다.
nappunman anila nae mal gwa joh-ahaneun saeng-gag-eul gong-yu hago sip-eossda.

All in all to gain my own voice if you well. 
모두 모두 잘하면 내 자신의 목소리를 얻을 수 있습니다.
modu modu jal hamyeon nae jasin-ui mogsolileul eod-eul su issseubnida.
There are ones out there if you look and you will find they wish to spread the truth.
거기가 보면 사람들은 거기에 그리고 당신은 그들이 진리를 전파하고자 찾을 수 있습니다.
geogi ga bomyeon salamdeul eun geogie geuligo dangsin-eun geudeul-i jinlileul jeonpa hagoja chaj-eul su issseubnida.

Of the whole Greedy Baby making Planning Gold Digger Game. 
계획 골드 파는 게임을 전체 욕심 아기의.
gyehoeg goldeu paneun geim eul jeonche yogsim agi ui .

That might have missed passing thru the ears of these trash news outlets.
즉, 이러한 쓰레기 뉴스 매체의 귀를 통해 전달 놓친 것.
jeug, ileohan sseulegi nyuseu maeche ui gwi leul tonghae jeondal nohchin geos
The truth is just that, the Truth. 
진실은, 단지 진실이있다.
jinsil-eun , danji jinsil i issda.

How dare ones feel they have the right to view it different. 
감히 것들은 서로 다른 볼 수있는 권한을 느낀다.
gamhi geosdeul-eun seolo daleun bol su-issneun gwonhan eul neukkinda.
All in hopes of what??? MONEY
모든 것의 희망 ??? 돈
modeun geos-ui huimang ??? don
This is my thoughts as of now, but my views on this man has never once been tanned by this trash money game. 
이것은 지금의 나의 생각이지만,이 남자가 내보기는 한번 쓰레기 머니 게임에서 빠져 있었 적이있다.
igeos-eun jigeum ui naui saeng-gag ijiman,i namjaga nae bogineun hanbeon sseulegi meoni geim-eseo ppajyeo iss-eoss jeog-iissda .

Wednesday, June 22, 2016

Heart Attack by:J.A. Burror

I'm In Green/ all else is information that I wanted to share. To know myself, but also to let anyone wanting to learn notice as well. This is no joke as some might say with their words, that you will have a heart attack. If you don't, if you leave or if they don't get what they want at that time. Life is not a game, Health shouldn't be a game. Life is life and should be cherished. I know corny but it is so true.

Today was just one of those days as it seems. I started my day with getting out of bed to fix my Dads morning coffee and pack his lunch. With this heat I made him a cup of just ice then he had his coffee to take. It's a Monday to Friday job so that's what I do for him. Not must because I know all he does for me. Pains in stomach and back with a headache that never takes a day off. Not very out of the normal of things going on here. But yet, yes another Doctors visit. I knew it was coming and it was only for test to be run for the surgery. The Surgery I'm talking about is my back surgery, to remove the lumps in my back. Near my lower part of my spine. To have the all clear-okay mark. 

Electrocardiogram (ECG or EKG)

What is it?
An electrocardiogram — abbreviated as EKG or ECG — is a test that measures the electrical activity of the heartbeat. With each beat, an electrical impulse (or “wave”) travels through the heart. This wave causes the muscle to squeeze and pump blood from the heart. A normal heartbeat on ECG will show the timing of the top and lower chambers. 

Why is it done?
An ECG gives two major kinds of information. First, by measuring time intervals on the ECG, a doctor can determine how long the electrical wave takes to pass through the heart. Finding out how long a wave takes to travel from one part of the heart to the next shows if the electrical activity is normal or slow, fast or irregular. Second, by measuring the amount of electrical activity passing through the heart muscle, a cardiologist may be able to find out if parts of the heart are too large or are overworked.

What is it a Heart Attack? Your heart muscle needs oxygen to survive. A heart attack occurs when the blood flow that brings oxygen to the heart muscle is severely reduced or cut off completely (View an animation of blood flow). This happens because coronary arteries that supply the heart muscle with blood flow can slowly become narrow from a buildup of fat, cholesterol and other substances that together are called plaque. This slow process is known as atherosclerosis . When a plaque in a heart artery breaks, a blood clot forms around the plaque. This blood clot can block the blood flow through the heart muscle. When the heart muscle is starved for oxygen and nutrients, it is called ischemia. When damage or death of part of the heart muscle occurs as a result of ischemia, it is called a heart attack or myocardial infarction (MI). About every 43 seconds, someone in the United States has a myocardial infarction (heart attack).

Heart attacks are caused by a blockage that stops blood flow to the heart. Cardiac arrest is caused when the heart's electrical system malfunctions.

            Different Medical Terms Used for a Heart Attack 

Myocardial infarction – The damaging or death of an area of the heart muscle (myocardium) resulting from a blocked blood supply to that area; medical term for a heart attack.

Coronary thrombosis – Formation of a clot in one of the arteries that conduct blood to the heart muscle. Also called coronary occlusion.

Coronary occlusion – An obstruction of a coronary artery that hinders blood flow to some part of the heart muscle. A cause of heart attack. 

 One very common type of chest pain is called angina, or angina pectoris. It's a recurring discomfort that usually lasts only a few minutes. Angina occurs when your heart muscle doesn't get the blood supply and oxygen that it needs. The difference between angina and a heart attack is that angina attacks don't permanently damage the heart muscle. Often angina occurs during exercise or emotional stress when your heart rate and blood pressure increase and your heart muscle needs more oxygen. * this is just one of different kinds of chest pain that one might have, not to go out and say when you are having one when it's really a broken heart that appears to feel as a heart attack in its self

 The heart muscle begins to heal soon after a heart attack and usually takes about eight weeks. Scar tissue may form in the damaged area, and that scar tissue does not contract or pump as well as healthy muscle tissue. That means that extent of damage to the heart muscle can impact how well the heart pumps blood throughout the body. The degree of loss of function depends on the size and location of the scar tissue. Most heart attack survivors have some degree of coronary artery disease (CAD) and will have to make important lifestyle changes and possibly take medication to prevent a future heart attack and lead a full, productive life. *Recovery is a likely out come, but don't shy away from the health warring your body just handed you

When a heart attack occurs, the heart muscle that has lost blood supply begins to suffer injury. The amount of damage to the heart muscle depends on the size of the area supplied by the blocked artery and the time between injury and treatment. Damage to the heart muscle from a heart attack heals by forming scar tissue. It usually takes several weeks for your heart muscle to heal. The length of time depends on the extent of your injury and your own rate of healing. The heart is a very tough organ. Even though a part of it may have been severely injured, the rest keeps working. But because your heart has been damaged, it may be weaker and can't pump as much blood as usual. However, with proper treatment after a heart attack and lifestyle changes, further damage can be limited or prevented.
The process of Atherosclerosis has no symptoms. One reason there may be no warning signs is that sometimes when a coronary artery becomes narrowed, other nearby vessels that also bring blood to the heart sometimes expand to help compensate. The network of expanded vessels is called collateral circulation and helps protect some people from heart attacks by getting needed blood to the heart. Collateral circulation can also develop after a heart attack to help the heart muscle recover.

Stress
Individual response to stress may be a contributing factor. Some scientists have noted a relationship between coronary heart disease risk and stress in a person's life, their health behaviors and socioeconomic status. These factors may affect established risk factors. For example, people under stress may overeat, start smoking or smoke more than they otherwise would.

Alcohol
Drinking too much alcohol can raise blood pressure, increase risk of cardiomyopathy and stroke, cancer and other diseases. It can contribute to high triglycerides, and produce irregular heartbeats. Excessive alcohol consumption contributes to obesity, alcoholism, suicide and accidents. However, there is a cardioprotective effect of moderate alcohol consumption. If you drink, limit your alcohol consumption to no more than two drinks per day for men and no more than one drink per day for women. The National Institute on Alcohol Abuse and Alcoholism defines one drink as 1-1/2 fluid ounces (fl oz) of 80-proof spirits (such as bourbon, Scotch, vodka, gin, etc.), 5 fl oz of wine or 12 fl oz of regular beer. It's not recommended that nondrinkers start using alcohol or that drinkers increase the amount they drink.

Diet and Nutrition
A healthy diet is one of the best weapons you have to fight cardiovascular disease. The food you eat (and the amount) can affect other controllable risk factors: cholesterol, blood pressure, diabetes and overweight. Choose nutrient-rich foods — which have vitamins, minerals, fiber and other nutrients but are lower in calories — over nutrient-poor foods. Choose a diet that emphasizes intake of vegetables, fruits, and whole grains; includes low-fat dairy products, poultry, fish, legumes, nontropical vegetable oils, and nuts; and limits intake of sweets, sugar-sweetened beverages, and red meats. And to maintain a healthy weight, coordinate your diet with your physical activity level so you're using up as many calories as you take in.

*You Are What You Eat/ You become healthy from the foods you take in. That's what I want to believe, but I am very healthy on the mark. I even choose to leave the salt out when I can, so take the salad with just lemon and pepper for dressing. I eat sweets but I make my own most of the time and they are what I put into them. I hate cooking with real sugar and different oils. Because of what is can do to the inside of the body and my body reacts as if I hit it with a ton of brinks.

                                 [I fall out of most of the risk factors I found here]

But I had the EKG today and it left me in tears. My doctor started asking about chest pain, when and where also how I get it. She felt my feet, pressing on them. Listening to my heartbeat and asking about my sleeping. If I'm out of breath a lot, and if I get tired often. Parts of my back I haven't been able to fully feel for years and I guess that was another red flag to my Doctor. I'm being sent to a Heart Doctor within this next month. And to be perfectly clear about my feelings here, I'm freaking out. Heart Problems, I've heard this before. I had Weight Loss Surgery in Sept. 09', and ever scene I've had so many tests that it's worrisome. To list everything is a chore that leaves my heart chipping away bit by bit. The EKG wasn't normal at all, the Doctor told me it looks like a Heart Attack. I wanted to look it up because How, Couldn't I have known?

Symptoms of heart attack

If you are concerned that you may be experiencing a heart attack, call 9-1-1. Minutes matter! Learn the warning signs to familiarize yourself in case of an emergency.

Symptoms of heart disease which may lead to a heart attack

You may be experiencing cardiovascular problems if you notice that ordinary physical activity causes you to experience the following symptoms:
  • Undue fatigue
  • Palpitations --- the sensation that your heart is skipping a beat or beating too rapidly
  • Dyspnea --- difficult or labored breathing
  • Chest pain --- chest pain or discomfort from increased activity
A healthcare provider can diagnose a heart attack based on several assessment findings. These include:
  • the patient's complete medical history.
  • a physical examination.
  • an electrocardiogram (ECG or EKG) to discover any abnormalities caused by damage to the heart. An ECG is a medical device that makes a graphical record of the heart's electrical activity.
  • blood testing to detect abnormal levels of certain enzymes in the bloodstream.
Blood tests confirm (or refute) suspicions raised in the early stages of evaluation that may occur in an emergency room, intensive care unit or urgent care setting. These tests are sometimes called heart damage markers or cardiac enzymes.
http://www.heart.org/HEARTORG/

                                            Heart Attack

I was at the ER just last month and had a EKG done that showed nothing wrong. But now they tell me different it's a back in-forth game I wish not to play. Really can someone just out of the blue have a Heart Attack and be unaware. The answer is sadly but YES, it happens and it's not good. To have something meager happen and your body gives you no warring signs. Can leave you with more issues to follow. But not always, I'm just going off what I've read and seen.  

Heart Attack Signs in Women

  1. Uncomfortable pressure, squeezing, fullness or pain in the center of your chest. It lasts more than a few minutes, or goes away and comes back.
  2. Pain or discomfort in one or both arms, the back, neck, jaw or stomach.
  3. Shortness of breath with or without chest discomfort.
  4. Other signs such as breaking out in a cold sweat, nausea or lightheadedness.
  5. As with men, women’s most common heart attack symptom is chest pain or discomfort. But women are somewhat more likely than men to experience some of the other common symptoms, particularly shortness of breath, nausea/vomiting and back or jaw pain.
If you have any of these signs, call 9-1-1 and get to a hospital right away.

Monday, June 20, 2016

Fathers Day by:J.A. Burror

Yesterday was Fathers Day and I hope all had a great time with their children. I prayed for the ones that might not be able to see their loved ones on such a day. But do hope the message of love was sent over to them. This isn't a normal thing for me, I grew up not believing you should be thankful of such things. But I always was in my heart and that is why I kept apart of my heart hidden. As a youngster that didn't want to rock the boat and seem as if I could go with the flow. Even when my heart was telling me different. I was left a-mute to letting others see me. Knowing very well beliefs are different from each person. Then we are all each are selves and given the right by birth to think.

I have family that views this day as nothing more then just a day. then others see it as something special and I see it the same. For a Father to be called a real Father is something not to shy away from. In this world we have so many unwilling to step up to be a Father. The ones that chose and want to take on that roll are great in my book. Yes having it pushed on you, finding out out of the blue that you are apart of anthers life. Is so scary, this I know from my own history. But the moment that child moves, born, and you get to hold them. It makes the fear start up in a different way.
Will you be good enough to raise them well? 
                                Are you ready to take on that roll?
                                               Will you be able to keep them safe and healthy?

All understandable questions to ask ones self. I've read a few books on being a parent and everyone has their own rules they govern by. I can't say anything about raising a child well because I am not rising a child myself. But it's a secret hope of mine is to share rising a child with someone I love.


As always I thank you all for the time!

Tuesday, June 7, 2016

Another Surgery Coming by:J.A. Burror

I am not one that believes that my feelings are alone. That I'm the only one that can feel and that does. Pain, Scared it's hard to pinpoint right on the cause. Sometimes you feel as if you need a swift kick in the butt. To have you come out of it. I mean this is something I've had for years and I hate it. Blood work, testing, more testing. And then ER visits that last days and some only to be sent home with orders and more medication. I Hate Medication, I get the need of such pills but really I hate it. It's as I turn into a scared child seeing the Doctor for the first time and it's after hearing all the nightmares about them.

My view point comes from my past that I have had. Why aren't there more Doctors in the ER that have bedside manners, I wonder about the cause. Could be very well that they see so much that their views on human compassion are tainted. I have not a clue as to what troubles theirs minds nor have I once asked. I was yelled at for going to the ER 'because I wasn't dying'. WOW what a Doctor I found. But the paperwork in black in white was clear I needed to see my Doctor ASAP for testing and surgery.

Doctors I get you are smart, worked hard to get where you are, but shouldn't you hear the person out of if they're in pain? At lest that's what I would think of a Doctor to be while I was younger, now I think time has changed my views. In and out of the ER as fast as you can, so they can help as many as they can in a timely way.

I'm thankful for the ones that stand out in the crowd. The ones that seem to care about your health and wanting to give of their time only as needed. But still they don't question your pain, doubt that you real can feel. Even some nurses can do the same, make a ER visit seem as less then a scary deal.


I had some test ran and Surgery is coming. This time it's my lower back, on both sides of my spine I have bumps. I can't lay on my back so they need to be out, the pain I dealt with for years. But they are growing and there's a new one that popped up in only 4 months of my last x-ray. I was told I would be laying on my stomach for sometime after. I first saw my Doctor doing my Surgery a few days ago, really it was Monday the 6th. I got a call with the date to be next week. I can't understand why so fast, what's the rush? I know I'm in pain but that never stopped the Doctors before and my healthcare from waiting. It just plays with your mind when normally something takes months, years for them to okay. Now it's pushed threw and I have no time to mentally think about it. The out come isn't that great with the rise, the bumps are very close to my spine so I was brought up the thoughts of what might go wrong.

Pain will come after surgery that's a given. You will be tired and need to rest the body, another given. Not being able to walk when before you could. Isn't part of the plan, but with each and every surgery done there are risk we take.

I've been in a wheelchair and still today I use a cane. So every time I fall, I meltdown and relive the times I couldn't stand on my own. Unable to walk I never realized what a gift that was in this world. Step by step and the baby ones to begin with. Like everything starts with baby steps of the body, of the brain. 

I had to postpone the date to next month, still have a lot of testing in the next few weeks. And with time off work and wanting to know the results of other test done before hand. I thought it was the right road to take on for now.

I haven't been talking much on the net, or face to face to my family. So don't feel wronged if I didn't come on here like at times before. My mind wouldn't leave me be and at lest I still have one I guess it's a good point to think of out of all this thinking I've been doing.

Helping my family with moving the front door and adding a window, building a deck. I haven't been a slacker these past weeks. I'm coming to terms with just because you try (like me trying to be on here daily or more then once a week) and thanes you can't help come up and you are left with being stuck in a busy circle. 

Friday, May 20, 2016

Laid Up In Bed by:J.A. Burror

So this is the thing, I've been laid up in bed unable to do anything. Legs raised above my heart to try to make the swelling go down. It's not working. I had a test ordered but do to where it was I had to go another rout. Now I'm waiting again, it's been nearly 3 months now and my legs feel as they will burst when I walk. What the Doctor had told me to do, my mom was fed up and now she's pushing the issue of me being in bed more then I was before. You can't blame her for being bossing about this.

Went to Doctor and test yet again. Wow I'm shocked!!! You could hear the sarcasm in my words as I write, Right? After laying around and really unable to get with it. I am talking about walking, moving, even staying awake. For days on end, I called the Doctor which told me to go right now to the ER. So here I go and I know the drill, you pee in a cup, they take your blood-presser, and someones kind enough to draw blood. All as you wait for hours up to 8 hours just to go back. That was the case when I had a head to toe rash so bad that my skin was peeling off. I mean bloody and so not pretty at all. I was told by a Doctor that because I wasn't Dying I had no reason to be there. I can't help but pray I don't meet with that some person. I also think I was given another persons paper work because everything they said I had. All the Doctors I went to because of those papers disproved everything from the ER Doctor I was seen by. Oh there is one thing he was right about, I am a Female. Now that's a brain buster.

My thoughts are all in a mess, might say I'm fully aware of being out of it. These days I can't really make since of things. And my heart feels heavy, to say the lest. It's normal for such thoughts to cross my mind every now and then. But this is getting to be a bit to much to take. Don't worry I won't and have no plans to back out of the game. I'm just tried that's all, it's just hard at times not to get down. When I'm in that state I cry it out, but what happens when your eyes refuse to shed. Even when you become so happy you find your neck becomes so wet as you cry without knowing the reason.

I'm sorry, but I really can't think of what to say at this moment. It's like I feel so much, but the words won't form right. To make since of all the nonsense. I'm really a mess aren't I? Not really, I think I'm just normal having one of those days. Where everything just gets to you and yet telling others only makes you view yourself as you are wining. And looking for them to notice you, but that is the wrong way to get noticed. I don't like having ones only see me in the bad light.

Saturday, May 14, 2016

Greedy Monster 욕심 몬스터 yogsim monseuteo by:J.A. Burror

Today I looked and noticed.                                    오늘 나는 보았다 나타났습니다.
                oneul naneun boassda natanassseubnida.
What did I find?, same old lying game being brought up.
                                                  내가 발견 했는가? 똑같은 거짓말 게임이 제기된다.
          naega balgyeon haessneunga ? ttoggat-eun geojismal geim-i jegi doenda.
Old news being labeled as new news to read.
                         오래된 뉴스를 읽을 수있는 새로운 뉴스로 표시된다.
                  olaedoen nyuseu leul ilg-eul su-issneun saeloun nyuseu lo pyosi doenda.
Now any guess who is trying hard to selling those papers?
                                              이제 어떤 그 논문을 판매에 열심히 노력 누가 됐을까?
                ije eotteon geu nonmun eul panmae e yeolsimhi nolyeog nuga dwaess-eulkka?
As if lies are truth, but yet what I can only call trash coming back around.
거짓말은 진실이지만, 아직 난 단지 호출 할 수있는 쓰레기 주위에 돌아 오는 것처럼.
geojismal eun jinsil ijiman, ajig nan danji hochul hal su-issneun sseulegi juwie dol-a oneun geoscheoleom .
Text messaging are private matters.                          문자 메시지는 개인 문제이다.
                                        munja mesiji neun gaein munje ida.
Can be very personal at that and is off limits for me, because I see no point invading personal space.
그 아주 개인적인 일 나는 개인 공간을 침입 어떤 점을 볼 수 없기 때문에, 나를 위해 제한 해제 할 수 있습니다.
geu aju gaeinjeog-in il naneun gaein gong-gan eul chim-ib eotteon jeom-eul bol su eobsgi ttaemun-e , naleul wihae jehan haeje hal su issseubnida.
I'm just not the going through others type of person.
                                                                           난 그냥 그 사람의 다른 유형을 통해 않을거야.
                    nan geunyang geu salam ui daleun yuhyeong eul tonghae anh-eulgeoya .
I like privacy and think everyone has a right to their own.
I는 개인 정보 보호를 좋아하고 모든 사람들이 자신에 대한 권리가있다 생각합니다.
I neun gaein jeongbo boho leul joh-ahago modeun salamdeul-i jasin e daehan gwonligaissda saeng-gaghabnida.

With friends if you had someone you choose to spend your time.
                                      친구와 함께 당신은 당신의 시간을 보낼 선택한 사람이 있다면.
chinguwa hamkke dangsin-eun dangsin-ui sigan-eul bonael seontaeghan salam i issdamyeon .
A girlfriend or boyfriend of sorts, in a relationship, even friends with benefits.
                                              관계에있는 여자 친구 또는 종류의 남자 친구, 혜택도 친구.
           gwangye eissneun yeoja chingu ttoneun jonglyuui namja chingu , hyetaeg do chingu .
I can't see a reason or a point to being up such things.
                              나는 이유 또는 물건을 인에 지점을 볼 수 없습니다.
                     naneun iyu ttoneun mulgeon-eul in e jijeom-eul bol su eobs-seubnida.

Once a relationship ends it's over, sure you can start again but.
                                              관계가 끝났다 종료되면 반드시 다시 시작할 수 있지만.
                gwangye ga kkeutnassda jonglyo doemyeon bandeusi dasi sijaghal su issjimanIf you viewed the first time around to be a mistake and regret it, Why do it a second round?
 당신이 그것을 실수를하고 후회 주위에 처음으로 볼 경우, 왜 두 번째 라운드는 무엇입니까?
dangsin-i geugeos-eul silsuleul hago huhoe juwie cheoeum-eulo bol gyeong-u , wae du beonjjae laundeu neun mueos-ibnikka?
You know how the first time ended and can the second really be worth it?
        당신은 처음이 종료하고 두 번째는 정말 가치가있을 수있는 방법을 알아?
dangsin-eun cheoeum i jonglyo hago du beonjjaeneun jeongmal gachigaiss-eul su-issneun bangbeob-eul al-a?
If you didn't get it before, I'm not big on second chances.
       당신이 전에 그것을 얻을하지 않은 경우, 나는 두 번째 기회에 큰 아니에요.
dangsin-i jeon-e geugeos-eul eod-eul haji anh-eun gyeong-u , naneun du beonjjae gihoe e keun anieyo.
I have given to many over the years and felt the burns don't really heal on the inside.
나는 지난 몇 년 동안 많은 사람들에게 제공하고 화상이 정말로 안쪽에 치료하지 느꼈다.
naneun jinan myeoch nyeon dong-an manh-eun salamdeul-ege jegong hago hwasang i jeongmallo anjjog-e chilyo haji neukkyeossda .
I'm sick of doing it, because the past has taught me well enough.
                             과거 나에게 충분히 가르쳐 때문에, 그 일을 지겨워.
                      gwageo na-ege chungbunhi galeuchyeo ttaemun-e , geu il-eul jigyeowo .
There is some people that will never change. 절대 변하지 않을 것입니다 어떤 사람들이있다.
                       jeoldae byeonhaji anh-eul geos-ibnida eotteon salamdeul iissda.

Of course there are times when it needs to come to light, the light not by greedy ways to threaten another.
또 다른 위협하는 욕심 방법에 의해서도, 빛에 빛을 제공 할 필요가있을 때 물론 시간이있다.
tto daleun wihyeob haneun yogsim bangbeob e uihaeseodo , bich-e bich-eul jegong hal pil-yogaiss-eul ttae mullon sigan iissda.
All in the hope to gain what you might ask because you might not realize the goal from the being.
희망의 모든 당신이 존재의 목표를 실현하지 않을 수 있기 때문에 당신은 요청할 수 있습니다 무엇을 얻을 수 있습니다.
huimang ui modeun dangsin-i jonjae ui mogpyoleul ​​silhyeon haji anh-eul su issgi ttaemun-e dangsin-eun yocheonghal su issseubnida mueos-eul eod-eul su issseubnida.
It's always been about money and what someone can gain by doing this threatening lying game.
항상 돈과 어떤 사람이 위협 거짓말 게임을 수행하여 얻을 수에 대해되었습니다.
hangsang dongwa eotteon salam i wihyeob geojismal geim-eul suhaenghayeo eod-eul su e daehae doeeossseubnida.
After all this time it comes as no big surprise really not a shock to my system one bit.
이 모든 시간 후에는 더 큰 놀라움 정말로 내 시스템에 하나의 비트에 충격으로 제공됩니다.
i modeun sigan hue neun deo keun nollaum jeongmallo nae siseutem-e hanaui biteu e chung-gyeog-eulo jegongdoebnida.
That "reporters" please note that I say "reporters" in a loose sense of the word.
즉, "기자는"나는 단어의 느슨한 의미에서 "기자"라고주의하시기 바랍니다.
           jeug, " gija neun "naneun dan-eoui neuseunhan uimieseo " gija " lago juuihasigi balabnida.
I was brought up with a different way of thinking.    나는 생각 다른 방법으로 자랐다.
                          naneun saeng-gag ui daleun bangbeob eulo jalassda .
How reporters should be reporting the truth.
Uncovering the lies and letting people know what's real not fake.
                          거짓말을 폭로하고 사람들이 진짜 가짜하지 무엇을 알려.
                geojismal eul poglo hago salamdeul-i jinjja gajja haji mueos-eul allyeo .
Not playing along with some game to fatten their wallet and others are trying their best to cash in as well.
아니 자신의 지갑을 살찌 일부 게임과 함께 연주 등뿐만 아니라 현금 위해 최선을 노력하고 있습니다.
ani jasin-ui jigab-eul saljji ilbu geim gwa hamkke yeonju deung ppunman anila hyeongeum wihae choeseon-eul nolyeoghago issseubnida.
But then again from every dark corner there can become a bright light.
                   하지만 다시 모든 어두운 구석에서 밝은 빛이 될 수 있습니다.
            hajiman dasi modeun eoduun guseog eseo balg-eun bich-i doel su issseubnida.
That shines brighter than any amount of darkness that may come at it. 
                                  즉,에 올 수 어둠의 금액보다 밝게 빛난다. 
                         jeug, e ol su eodum ui geum-aeg boda balg-ge bichnanda.
The truth can't and won't be chased away.     진실은 멀리 쫓아하지 않을 수 없습니다.
                              jinsil-eun meolli jjoch-a haji anh-eul su eobs-seubnida.
This I know and yes I have a strong feeling towards this matter.
이것은 내가 알고 그래 나는이 문제에 대한 강한 느낌이 듭니다.
igeos-eun naega algo geulae naneun i munjee daehan ganghan neukkim-i deubnida .
It's because I am proud to see such a welcoming of support for justice.
             나는 정의에 대한 지원 등의 환영을보고 자랑스럽게 생각 때문입니다.
naneun jeong-ui e daehan jiwon deung-ui hwan-yeong eul bogo jalangseuleobge saeng-gag ttaemun-ibnida .
We might still be in fighting mode, we might still be praying for understanding the whole situation.
우리는 여전히 전체 상황을 이해하기위한 전투 모드에서, 우리는 여전히기도 할 수있는 일 수 있습니다.
ulineun yeojeonhi jeonche sanghwang-eul ihaehagiwihan jeontu modeueseo , ulineun yeojeonhi gido hal su-issneun il su issseubnida .
How could someone ever allow themselves to fall into a trap?
                                             어떻게 사람이 이제까지 자신이 함정에 빠질 수 있을까?
                    eotteohge salam-i ijekkaji jasin-i hamjeong e ppajil su iss-eulkka?
I don't know, can't tell you.                                나는 당신에게 말할 수 없다, 모른다.
                           naneun dangsin ege malhal su eobsda , moleunda.
It's not me and I don't know if roles were placed on me and I was the one going through such things.
그것은 나를 아니에요과 역할이 나에 배치했다 내가 그런 일을 통과하는 하나 모르겠어요.
geugeos-eun naleul anieyo gwa yeoghal i na e baechihaessda naega geuleon il eul tong-gwahaneun hana moleugess-eoyo .
I really still couldn't tell you how I would be at this time.
                 나는이 시간이 얼마나 정말 아직도 당신을 말할 수 없습니다.
           naneun-i sigan i eolmana jeongmal ajigdo dangsin eul malhal su eobs-seubnida .
It takes strength to pick yourself back up again. 
                                 그것은 다시 자신을 다시 선택하는 힘을합니다.
                  geugeos-eun dasi jasin-eul dasi seontaeghaneun him-eul habnida.
Being torn down is by far from being fun.                 철거되는 재미 인에서 지금까지.
                            cheolgeo doeneun jaemi in-eseo jigeumkkaji .
Life isn't a joke and always doing right it seems is often times overlooked.
                      인생은 농담하지 않고 항상 종종 간과되는 것 같다 권리 일.
       insaeng-eun nongdam haji anhgo hangsang jongjong gangwa doeneun geos gatda gwonli il .

I Seem To Have Faith even with Greedy Monsters coming around to play.
                    난 재생 주위에 오는 욕심 괴물과 믿음을 갖고있는 것 같다.
             nan jaesaeng juwie oneun yogsim goemul gwa mid-eum eul gajgoissneun geos gatda .
Okay just my thoughts about someone I have never met and I seem to have faith in.
좋아 그냥 사람에 대한 나의 생각은 내가 만난 적이없는 내가 믿는 신앙을 갖고있는 것 같다.
joh-a geunyang salam e daehan naui saeng-gag-eun naega mannan jeog-ieobsneun naega midneun sin-ang-eul gajgoissneun geos gatda .

Talking about people that you don't know.               당신이 모르는 사람에 대해 이야기.
                                  dangsin-i moleuneun salam e daehae iyagi .
Bring them down, all in hopes of getting a cut of the cake.
                           모든 케이크의 상처를 얻기의 희망, 그들을 가져와.
               modeun keikeuui sangcheoleul eodgiui huimang , geudeul-eul gajyeowa.
PLEASE! They work hard for it, Why not let them enjoy it?
                  부디! 그들은 그것을 위해 열심히, 왜 그들이 그것을 즐길 수?
budi! geudeul-eun geugeos-eul wihae yeolsimhi , wae geudeul-i geugeos-eul jeulgil su ?
If all you desire is eating off of anthers plate then order 2 meals and lie to yourself.
당신이 꽃밥 판의 오프 먹고 원하는 모든 다음이 식사를 주문하고 자신에게 거짓말을합니다.
dangsin-i kkochbab pan-ui opeu meoggo wonhaneun modeun da-eum i sigsaleul jumunhago jasin ege geojismal-eul habnida.
That way you are safe as well as everyone else that you could possibly meet in your life.
당신이 안전 방법뿐만 아니라 당신이 가능하게 당신의 인생에서 만날 수 있다는 다른 사람.
dangsin-i anjeon bangbeob ppunman anila dangsin-i ganeunghage dangsin-ui insaeng eseo mannal su issdaneun daleun salam .
Tell yourself that the other is meant for your imagine friend.
                   다른 하나는 당신의 상상 친구를 의미하는 것이 자신에게.
             daleun hananeun dangsin-ui sangsang chinguleul uimi haneun geos-i jasin ege .
Because other then having the right by another letting you have it.
다른 하나는 다음시키는 또 다른에 의해 권리를 가지고 있기 때문에 당신은 그것이있다.
daleun hananeun da-eum sikineun tto daleun e uihae gwonlileul gajigo issgi ttaemun-e dangsin-eun geugeos-iissda .
Shouldn't you earn for what you have?           당신은 당신이 무엇을 얻을 안된다?
                       dangsin-eun dangsin-i mueos-eul eod-eul andoenda?
I do realize to some that is a new concept and thus has to get use to.
    나는 새로운 개념이며, 따라서에 사용을 얻을 수있다 일부에 실현 않습니다.
naneun saeloun gaenyeom imyeo , ttalaseo e sayong-eul eod-eul su issda ilbu e silhyeon anhseubnida.
First off I don't know any famous people and if I do it would be news to me.
첫째로 나는 어떤 유명한 사람을 모르는 내가 할 경우 나에게 소식이 될 것입니다.
cheosjjaelo naneun eotteon yumyeonghan salam-eul moleuneun naega hal gyeong-u na-ege sosig-i doel geos-ibnida.
I don't see people within the lines of what has to be.
                           나는 할 무슨의 라인 내에서 사람을 볼 수 없습니다.
                   naneun hal museun ui lain naeeseo salam-eul bol su eobs-seubnida.
But only it is how people view themselves that is of interest to me.
                    하지만 그 사람들이 나에게 관심을하다 자신을 볼 방법이다.
           hajiman geu salamdeul-i na-ege gwansim-eul hada jasin-eul bol bangbeob-ida.
So I'm not at all not on, on one side because of fame of who they might be.
     그래서 때문에 그들이 될 수있는 사람의 명성의 한쪽면에, 전혀 안 아니에요.
geulaeseo ttaemun-e geudeul-i doel su issneun salam ui myeongseong ui hanjjogmyeon-e , jeonhyeo an anieyo.
I go a little deeper than that, I view right and wrong.
                                                   내가 옳고 그름보기보다 좀 더 깊이 이동합니다.
                 naega olhgo geuleum bogi boda jom deo gip-i idonghabnida.
Simple as that, but yet it's still out there and here we are still praying for the end.
그렇게 단순하지만 아직 거기 밖으로 아직도 여기에서 우리는 아직도 끝을 위해기도하고 있습니다.
geuleohge dansun hajiman ajig geogi bakk-eulo ajigdo yeogieseo ulineun ajigdo kkeut eul wihae gidohago issseubnida .
Be done with, I myself am tired of hearing someone's name.                               함께 할, 나 자신이 누군가의 이름을 듣는 피곤.
                           hamkke hal , na jasin i nugungaui ileum-eul deudneun pigon .
Even when I see the many faces they have had over the years.                    나는 많은 얼굴을 볼 경우에도 그들은 수년에 걸쳐 있었다.
naneun manh-eun eolgul-eul bol gyeong-uedo geudeul-eun sunyeon-e geolchyeo iss-eossda.
Changing this time was, what I think of away to try to bolt.
  이 시간을 변경하면 내가 볼트시도 할 수있는 방법을 생각을했다.
i sigan eul byeongyeonghamyeon naega bolteu leul sido hal su-issneun bangbeob-eul saeng-gag-eul haessda.
Run away because she's not allow to leave her country.
                 그녀는 그녀의 나라를 떠날 수 없습니다 있기 때문에 도망.
         geunyeoneun geunyeoui nalaleul tteonal su eobs-seubnida issgi ttaemun-e domang .
Or she was tired of being called a pig look alike.
                             아니면 그녀는 돼지 닮았 호출되는 피곤했다.
                    animyeon geunyeoneun dwaeji dalm-ass hochul doeneun pigonhaessda .
She is deemed Guilty for that reason and thus has to prove she isn't.
           그녀는 이유로 유죄로 간주하고, 따라서 그녀가없는 증명해야한다.
geunyeoneun iyulo yujoe lo ganju hago , ttalaseo geunyeoga eobsneun jeungmyeong haeya handa.
By law I'm only off of, while some might view her to be the victim.
일부는 그녀의 피해자로 볼 수 있습니다 동안 법적으로 나는 단지 떨어져입니다.
ilbuneun geunyeoui pihaeja lo bol su issseubnida dong-an beobjeog-eulo naneun danji tteol-eojyeo ibnida.
 And should be protected at all cost, I don't share that view point.
그리고 모든 비용으로 보호되어야한다, 그 관점을 공유하지 않습니다.
geuligo modeun biyong-eulo bohodoeeoyahanda , geu gwanjeom eul gong-yuhaji anhseubnida.
I want Karma to really pay it forward on her and hers.
나는 카르마가 정말 그녀와 그녀의 앞으로 그것을 지불 할 수 있습니다.
naneun kaleuma ga jeongmal geunyeo wa geunyeoui ap-eulo geugeos-eul jibul hal su issseubnida.
I want God to give her what she has lacked for maybe all her years, Discipline.하나님은 그녀가 아마 그녀의 모든 년 동안 수양이 부족 것을 그녀를주고 싶다.
hananim eun geunyeoga ama geunyeoui modeun nyeon dong-an suyang i bujog geos-eul geunyeoleul jugo sipda .
I want the law to fined her, put her in jail and have her service her time.나는 법이, 그녀를 찾을 감옥에서 그녀를 넣어 그녀의 서비스를 그녀의 시간을 갖고 싶어.
naneun beob-i , geunyeoleul chaj-eul gam-og eseo geunyeoleul neoh-eo geunyeoui seobiseu leul geunyeoui sigan-eul gajgo sip-eo.
I want her to drop to her knees as she is begging for forgiveness from the ones she hurt the most.나는 그녀가 그들로부터 용서를 구걸 그녀가 가장 그녀가 상처를 그녀의 무릎에 드롭 할 수 있습니다.
naneun geunyeoga geudeul lobuteo yongseoleul gugeol geunyeo ga gajang geunyeoga sangcheoleul geunyeoui muleup e deulob hal su issseubnida.
I want her family to own up to the plate as they have been helping, giving advice the whole time.나는 조언에게 모든 시간을주고, 그들이 도움이되었습니다 그녀의 가족이 판까지 소유 할 수 있습니다.
naneun jo-eon ege modeun sigan euljugo , geudeul-i doum-i doeeossseubnida geunyeoui gajog-i pan kkaji soyu hal su issseubnida.
On how to Steal, Fake a Pregnancy after Pregnancy all in the hopes.                          모든 희망 임신 후, 가짜 임신을 훔치는하는 방법.
                    modeun huimang imsin hu , gajja imsin eul humchineun haneun bangbeob .
Of forcing a man to have to marry a person they chose to not have even as a girlfriend.사람을 강제로 그들은 심지어 여자 친구로하지하기로 결정했습니다 사람과 결혼해야합니다.
salam-eul gangje lo geudeul-eun simjieo yeoja chingu lo haji hagilo gyeoljeonghaessseubnida salam gwa gyeolhon haeya habnida .
Why would that same man want marriage when it's clear there's no love?                       가 더 사랑이 없다 분명 왜 같은 사람이 결혼을할까요?
ga deo salang-i eobsda bunmyeong wae gat-eun salam-i gyeolhon-eul halkkayo?
And it's all about money when she asked for half of everything he owns.
그녀는 자신이 소유 한 모든 것의 절반을 물었을 때 그리고 그것은 돈 전부입니다.
geunyeoneun jasin-i soyu han modeun geos-ui jeolban-eul mul-eoss-eul ttae geuligo geugeos-eun don jeonbu-ibnida .
Being known for not making his personal life known very well.
                            잘 알려진 그의 개인 생활을하지 알려져된다.
                         jal allyeojin geuui gaein saenghwal eul haji allyeojyeo doenda.
Being known for saying that he will never tell who he is dating unless he plans to marry them.
그가 그들과 결혼 할 계획하지 않는 한 그가 데이트 누가 말하지 않을 것이다라고 알려져된다.
geuga geudeul gwa gyeolhon hal gyehoeg haji anhneun han geuga deiteu nuga malhaji anh-eul geos-ida lago allyeojyeo doenda.
Being known for not wanting to get marry before a certain age.
                         얻을 특정 세 이전에 결혼하고 싶지 않다 알려져된다.
             eod-eul teugjeong se ijeon-e gyeolhonhago sipji anhda allyeojyeo doenda.
My thoughts about this is, love must only come from money.
                            이에 대한 내 생각은, 사랑은 돈으로부터 와야한다.
             i e daehan nae saeng-gag-eun , salang eun don eulobuteo waya handa.
I mean if that's the only love she knows of it's just selling herself for a price tag of being married.
즉 그녀는 그냥 결혼의 가격 태그에 자신을 판매하고 알고있는 유일한 사랑이라면 내 말은.
jeug geunyeoneun geunyang gyeolhon ui gagyeog taegeue jasin-eul panmaehago algo issneun yuilhan salang ilamyeon nae mal-eun .
When all I know or have heard, even the news reporters as they try to protect the game.
내가 아는 또는 모두가, 심지어 뉴스 기자를 들었을 때 그들은 게임을 보호하려고으로.
naega aneun ttoneun moduga , simjieo nyuseu gija leul deul-eoss-eul ttae geudeul-eun geim-eul boho halyeogo-eulo .
All the lies are coming out one by one and there is no denying of who this is.
         모든 거짓말이 하나씩 나오고있다 더이가 누구의 부인이 없습니다.
      modeun geojismal i hanassig naogoissda deo i ga nugu ui bu-in i eobs-seubnida.
No one before her came out with her name or looks.               그녀의 앞에 아무도 그녀의 이름이나 외모에 나온 없습니다.
               geunyeoui ap-e amudo geunyeoui ileum-ina oemo e naon eobs-seubnida.
Even the ones her and her family where, are trying their best to steal from.
그녀와 그녀의 가족조차 것들로부터 훔치기 위해 최선을 노력하고 있습니다.
geunyeo wa geunyeoui gajog jocha geosdeul lobuteo humchigi wihae choeseon-eul nolyeoghago issseubnida.
Everyone protected her, but she went on Television and was placed in magazines.
         모두가 그녀를 보호하지만 그녀는 텔레비전에 가서 잡지에 넣었다.
moduga geunyeoleul boho hajiman geunyeoneun tellebijeon e gaseo jabji e neoh-eossda.
I have a guess, fame whore.                             내가 추측, 명성 창녀가 있습니다.
               naega chucheug , myeongseong changnyeo ga issseubnida.
But that's what I view her to be, then later her mom joined in.
                   하지만 내가 나중에 그녀의 엄마에 합류, 그녀로 볼거야.
             hajiman naega najung-e geunyeoui eomma e hablyu , geunyeo lo bol geoya.
I don't like being mean to anyone but I can't help the need to voice my opinions on her.
나는 누군가에게 의미있는 싫어하지만 난 그녀에 내 의견을 표명 할 필요가 도움이되지 수 있습니다.
naneun nugunga-ege uimi issneun silh-eo hajiman nan geunyeo e nae uigyeon-eul pyomyeong hal pil-yoga doum-idoeji su issseubnida.
She made the choice to go after the ones she did, that had money.
                        그녀는 돈이 그녀가했던 것, 후 갈 수있는 선택을했다.
geunyeoneun don-i geunyeoga haessdeon geos , hu gal su-issneun seontaeg-eulhaessda .
Enough to pull her in to want to trap the biggest fish. 
                       트랩에 가장 큰 물고기를하려는 그녀를 끌어 정도로.
          teulaeb e gajang keun mulgogileul halyeoneun geunyeo leul kkeul-eo jeongdolo .
People have called her a "Woman" Please!! 사람들은 "여자"하십시오 그녀를 불렀다!
                 salamdeul-eun " yeoja " hasibsio geunyeoleul bulleossda !
The ones that do don't understand that a real woman is strong and doesn't have to be so shady.
할 사람은 진짜 여자가 강한 때문에 그늘로가 발생하지 않는 것을 이해하지 않습니다.
hal salam eun jinjja yeoja ga ganghan ttaemun-e geuneul lo ga balsaenghaji anhneun geos-eul ihaehaji anhseubnida.
As for my views, if someone happens to be famous to one.
              내보기에 관해서는, 경우에 사람이 하나에 유명 발생합니다.
nae bogi e gwanhaeseoneun, gyeong-ue salam-i hana-e yumyeong balsaenghabnida.
Is it the same when they travel to a place that they are unheard of?
                    그것은 그들이 전례가있는 곳으로 여행 할 때 동일합니까?
geugeos-eun geudeul-i jeonlyega issneun gos-eulo yeohaeng hal ttae dong-ilhabnikka?
If someone is wealthy, Would it matter if everyone is unaware?
사람이 부유 한 경우 모든 사람들이 인식하지 못하는 경우에도 문제가시겠습니까?
salam-i buyu han gyeong-u modeun salamdeul-i insighaji moshaneun gyeong-uedo munjega sigessseubnikka?
If someone is successful, Does it matter to someone that doesn't understand your job title?
누군가가 성공하면, 당신의 직책 이해하지 못하는 사람에게 중요합니까?
nugungaga seong-gonghamyeon , dangsin-ui jigchaeg eul ihaehaji moshaneun salam-ege jung-yohabnikka ?
I don't know nor have ever met this man that found his way into my thoughts.
           나도 몰라 지금 내 생각으로 자신의 길을 발견이 사람 만났다.
nado molla do jigeum nae saeng-gag eulo jasin-ui gil-eul balgyeon i salam eul mannassda.
My prayers are filled with so many words these days and yes I am praying.
                 내기도는 요즘 너무 많은 단어로 가득 그래 나는기도하고있다.
nae gidoneun yojeum neomu manh-eun dan-eo lo gadeug geulae naneun gido hagoissda.
So my parents would be happy, but I'm asking for Justice to all.
그래서 부모님은 행복 할 것이다, 그러나 나는 모든 정의를 요구하고있다.
geulaeseo bumonim-eun haengbog hal geos-ida , geuleona naneun modeun jeong-ui leul yogu hagoissda.
I don't view being mad because you want revenge for being dumped as justice of any kind.
당신은 어떤 종류의 정의 덤프되는 대한 복수를 원하기 때문에 나는 미친 것을 볼 수 없습니다.
dangsin-eun eotteon jonglyuui jeong-ui lo deompeudoeneun daehan bogsuleul wonhagi ttaemun-e naneun michin geos-eul bol su eobs-seubnida.
I believe Justice is a one simple word that can say it all.
 나는 정의 모든 것을 말할 수있는 하나의 간단한 단어입니다 생각합니다.
naneun jeong-ui ga modeun geos-eul malhal su-issneun hanaui gandanhan dan-eoibnida saeng-gaghabnida.
Justice would make the Guilty pay for their criminal undertakings.
                 법무부 범죄 선진적에 대한 유죄 지불 만들 것입니다.
beobmubu neun beomjoe seonjinjeog e daehan yujoe jibul eul mandeul geos-ibnida.
Justice would also have a lot of people shut their mouths about spreading lies.
법무부는 또한 많은 사람들이 거짓말을 확산에 대해 입을 종료해야합니다.
beobmubu neun ttohan manh-eun salamdeul-i geojismal-eul hwagsan e daehae ib-eul jonglyo haeyahabnida.
Yes and I do realize that haters will always have to lie to prove their points.
내가 싫어하는 항상 점을 증명하기 위해 거짓말을해야합니다 것을 깨닫게 않습니다.
ye naega silh-eohaneun hangsang geu jeom-eul jeungmyeonghagi wihae geojismal-eul haeyahabnida geos-eul kkaedadge anhseubnida.

Saying smart words like:   seumateu dan-eoleul gat-eun mal :    스마트 단어를 같은 :
"They're just bullying her",                                  "그들은 단지 그녀를 왕따있어"
                       " geudeul-eun danji geunyeoleul wangtta iss-eo "
"More lies from the worshipers",                                         "경배에서 더 많은 거짓말"
                               " gyeongbae eseo deo manh-eun geojismal "
"You can't prove me wrong and no one has". 
                         "당신은 저에게 부정을 증명할 수 아무도 없습니다."
"dangsin-eun jeoege bujeong-eul jeungmyeonghal su amudo eobs-seubnida ."
Then it's the lies the follow every word that comes out, twisting it like soft taffy.  그런 다음 거짓말 소프트 태피처럼 왜곡, 나오는 모든 단어를 수행합니다.
geuleon da-eum geojismal sopeuteu taepi cheoleom waegog , naoneun modeun dan-eo leul suhaeng habnida.


Looks like a lot of people wish they had what another has.
            많은 사람들처럼 보인다 또 다른 무슨 있었으면 좋겠다.
manh-eun salamdeul cheoleom boinda neun tto daleun museun iss-eoss-eumyeon johgessda .
Greedy monsters are getting in the way of human beings.
                             욕심 괴물 인간의 방법으로 얻고있다.
                    yogsim goemul eun ingan-ui bangbeob-eulo eodgoissda .
Yes I can be greedy as well I am no way above that.
          내가 그 위의 방법 생각하지 아니라 그래, 난 욕심이 될 수 있습니다.
naega geu wiui bangbeob eul saeng-gag haji anila geulae, nan yogsim i doel su issseubnida.
I will never say I am perfect for that I can never be.
                난 내가 수 없다는위한 완벽한 오전 말을하지 않습니다.
  nan naega hal su eobsdaneun wihan wanbyeoghan ojeon mal-eul haji anhseubnida.
I am only me faults and all, but this is just thinking on paper for me.
나는 결함 모든 ,하지만 이것은 단지 나를 위해 종이에 생각입니다.
naneun gyeolham mich modeun man nal ,hajiman igeos-eun danji naleul wihae jong-ie saeng-gag-ibnida.
So I tend to get a bit honest when I state how I feel about things going on.
그래서 나는 일이 일어나고 어떻게 생각하는지 명시 할 때 조금 정직 얻을하는 경향이있다.
geulaeseo naneun il-i il-eonago eotteohge saeng-gaghaneunji myeongsi hal ttae jogeum jeongjig eod-eul haneun gyeonghyang-iissda.
I hear music and I can cry.(                     나는 음악을 듣고 나는 울 수 있습니다. (
                         naneun eum-ag-eul deudgo naneun ul su issseubnida. (
I watch a drama and I can cry.(          나는 드라마를보고 나는 울 수 있습니다. (
                            naneun deulama leulbogo naneun ul su issseubnida. (
But I hear about someone that has hurt.         그러나 나는 상처를 누군가 듣고.
                            geuleona naneun sangcheoleul nugunga deudgo .
No let me clarify that, has been hurting by: 어떤 날에 의해 아프게 된 것을 명확히하자 :
            eotteon nal e uihae apeuge doen geos-eul myeonghwaghi haja :
'badmouthing'                                                     '나쁜 새들을 사냥 할수도있을 거고'
                  ' nappeun saedeul-eul sanyang halsudoiss-eul geogo '
'lying'                                              ' geojismal '                                            '거짓말'
'and endless or other things'.  ' muhan ttoneun gita mulgeon ' .    '무한 또는 기타 물건'.
All that may be unknown to everyone not in that circle of the lying game.
                모두가 아니라 거짓말 게임의 원에있는 모든 사람을 알 수있다.
       modu ga anila geojismal geim ui won eissneun modeun salam eul al su-issda.
the greedy monsters are loving to play around with others.
                              욕심 괴물은 다른 사람들과 놀러 사랑합니다.
               yogsim goemul eun daleun salamdeulgwa nolleo salang habnida.
Trying to be famous for a moment by using others kindness against them.그들에 대하여 다른 사람의 친절을 이용하여 잠시 유명하려고합니다.
geudeul-e daehayeo daleun salam ui chinjeol-eul iyonghayeo jamsi yumyeong halyeogohabnida.
Trapping one to try to obey their will.                  하나를 트래핑하는 것은 자신의 뜻을 순종하려고합니다.
   hanaleul teulaeping haneun geos-eun jasin-ui tteus-eul sunjong halyeogo habnida .
Having to hold tight onto that moment so hard.   열심히 그 순간에 꽉 잡아 필요.
                       yeolsimhi geu sungan e kkwag jab-a pil-yo .
Suffocating any feelings that were ever truly there.
                                  결코 진정으로이 있었다 어떤 감정을 질식.
            gyeolko jinjeong-eulo i iss-eossda eotteon gamjeong-eul jilsig .
I'll bring this up again because my google search this morning lead me to a new report.
구글 아침 새 보고서에 저를 이끌어 검색 때문에 다시이 문제를 제기합니다.
nae gugeul i achim sae bogoseo e jeoleul ikkeul-eo geomsaeg ttaemun-e dasi i munjeleul jegi habnida .
Scratch that, old proven to be fake news, and a saying that is commonly used at that.
              가짜 뉴스로 입증 , 스크래치, 일반적 에서 사용되는 .
gajja nyuseu lo ibjeung doen , seukeulaechi , ilbanjeog geu eseo sayongdoeneun mal .
Threatening her, if she was going after my family for money or pulling any of this on my friends.
그녀는 돈을 위해 가족을 가거나 친구들 중 하나를 당기는 경우, 그녀를 위협.
geunyeoneun don-eul wihae nae gajog-eul gageona chingudeul e i jung hanaleul dang-gineun gyeong-u , geunyeoleul wihyeob .

I laugh whenever I read that she is a victim because the proof all shows she was the abuser.
나는 모든 증거는 그녀가 가해자였다 보여주기 때문에 그녀가 피해자임을 읽을 때마다 나는 웃음.
naneun modeun jeung-geo neun geunyeoga gahaeja yeossda boyeojugi ttaemun-e geunyeoga pihaeja im-eul ilg-eul ttaemada naneun us-eum.
I can say I wouldn't doubt I would want a face to face meeting and I would try to put her in her place.
나는 내가 얼굴 회의에 직면 것이라고 의심하지 않을 말할 수있는 나는 그녀의 장소에서 그녀를 넣어하려고합니다.
naneun naega eolgul i hoeui e jigmyeon hal geos-ilago uisim haji anh-eul malhal su-issneun naneun geunyeoui jangso eseo geunyeoleul neoh-eo halyeogo habnida.
Scold her for how she has been so bad treating others the way she has.
그녀가 다른 사람에게 그녀가 방법을 치료 그렇게 나쁘지가 얼마나 그녀를 꾸짖.
geunyeoga daleun salam ege geunyeoga i bangbeob eul chilyo geuleohge nappeuji ga eolmana geunyeoleul kkujij .
That being said whomever taught her to become so wicked desires nothing less then the same.
그녀는 같은 다음 악한 욕망 아무것도 될 수 없습니다 가르쳐 누구에게나 말했다된다.
jeug geunyeo neun gat-eun da-eum deol aghan yogmang amugeosdo doel su eobs-seubnida galeuchyeo nuguegena malhaessda doenda.
As where she's from you have to respect your elders, she doesn't know of this moral that millions share.
당신이 당신의 연장자를 존중해야합니다에서 그녀가 어디, 그녀는 도덕적 수백만의 점유율을 알고하지 않습니다.
dangsin-i dangsin-ui yeonjangja leul jonjung haeyahabnida eseo geunyeoga eodi , geunyeoneun i dodeogjeog geu subaegman-ui jeom-yuyul eul algo haji anhseubnida.

Still safe to say to hear how he stands up for his friends and family.
아직도 안전 그는 자신의 친구와 가족을 위해 버틴다 방법을 듣고 대답.
ajigdo anjeon geuneun jasin-ui chinguwa gajog-eul wihae beotinda bangbeob-eul deudgo daedab .
I don't know about what anyone out there feels but that's a friend worth keeping.나는 거기에 사람이 기분이 무엇인지 모르지만 친구의 가치가 유지합니다.
naneun geogie salam-i gibun-i mueos-inji moleujiman geu chingu ui gachiga yuji habnida.
To me it's a blessing to know they live in the same world as me.
           나에게 그것은 그들이 나와 같은 세계에 살고 알 수있는 축복입니다.
na-ege geugeos-eun geudeul-i nawa gat-eun segyee salgo al su-issneun chugbog ibnida.
This is only what I think of him: I love his honesty.
이것은 내가 그를 어떻게 생각하는지 이다 : 그의 정직을 사랑 해요.
igeos-eun naega geuleul eotteohge saeng-gaghaneunji man ida : geuui jeongjig eul salang haeyo.
But his kindness is sharpened from both sides, so this means he's gentle and needs to be protected.
그러나 그의 친절 양측에서 날카롭게, 그래서 이것은 그가 부드러운 보호 될 필요가있다.
geuleona geuui chinjeol eun yangcheug-eseo nalkalobge , geulaeseo igeos-eun geuga budeuleoun tteus boho doel pil-yogaissda.
If he ever was a bad boyfriend, if he ever was ill-mannered everyone would have known from the beginning.
그 사람이 나쁜 남자 친구라면 그 사람이 있다면, 버릇없는 사람 처음부터 알려진 것이다.
geu salam-i nappeun namja chingu lamyeon geu salam-i issdamyeon , beoleus-eobsneun salam eun cheoeumbuteo allyeojin geos-ida.
One Girl that got dumped that happens to be a Gold Digger and likes to Blackmail people into getting cash.
골드 파는 될 일이 현금을 얻는 사람들을 협박하기를 좋아하는 소녀를 내리게있어 .
goldeu paneun doel il-i hyeongeum eul eodneun salamdeul-eul hyeobbag hagileul joh-a haneun han sonyeoleul naelige iss-eo geu .
I will write the name again if you didn't know, Choi Hye Mi.
              당신이 알고하지 않으면 나는 다시 이름을 기록합니다.
dangsin-i algo haji anh-eumyeon naneun dasi choe hye mi leul ileum-eul giloghabnida.
She also tried to be a model after her "giving birth" also that's after her looks got changed with surgery.
그녀는 또한 그녀의 외모 수술 변경있어 그녀의 "출산" 모델 그건했습니다.
geunyeoneun ttohan geunyeoui oemo neun susul byeongyeong iss-eo hu geunyeoui " chulsan " hu model do geugeon lo haessseubnida.
I have nothing against looking better for yourself, I myself plan to do as well.
내가 자신을위한 더 나은보고에 대해 아무것도 없다, 나 자신 계획이다.
naega jasin-eul-wihan deo na-eun bogo e daehae amugeosdo eobsda , na jasin do hal gyehoeg-ida.
But never the month, or within 2 months of giving birth.
                               그러나 결코 , 또는 출산 개월 이내.
                           geuleona gyeolko dal , ttoneun chulsan ui dul gaewol inae .
Can't remember when he ever was in trouble.
                            그 사람이 곤경에 기억 할 수 없습니다.
                        geu salam-i gongyeong-e ttae gieog hal su eobs-seubnida.
Tells it how it is no matter the cost always puts you in your place.
     이 비용은 항상 당신의 장소에 넣 상관없이 얼마나 알려줍니다.
i biyong-eun hangsang dangsin-ui jangso e neoh sang-gwan-eobs-i eolmana eul allyeojubnida.
If only we all had a friend like that would or could always tell the truth.
경우에만 우리 모두는 항상 진실을 말할 수있는 같은 친구가 있었다.
gyeong-ueman uli moduneun na hangsang jinsil-eul malhal su-issneun geos gat-eun chingu ga iss-eossda.
I pray the greedy monsters get what they deserve not what they desire to steal from others.
나는 욕심이 괴물 그들이 다른 사람들로부터 훔치는 원하지 무엇을 어떤 대가를 얻을기도합니다.
naneun yogsim-i goemul eun geudeul-i daleun salamdeullobuteo humchineun wonhaji mueos-eul eotteon daegaleul eod-eul gidohabnida.