I was thinking back to when I first met a Angel in my life. I don't know for sure, just this is what I've always believed. I was still reeling from my broken heart and in so much pain. I felt like giving it all up. when the radio came on with no reason why. Wasn't turned on nor the cord wasn't plugged in and no batteries. The lights were off because it was time for bed. I awoke to a song on the radio being played, I rushed out of bed to turn it off because I'm just that way when I wake up. I turn the alarm off to go back to sleep. I was always that person that was late for school.
I got to the radio to turn it off and there were no lights, so I half asleep still. Reached under the table to pull the plug. That's when I fully woke up, because I saw the cord all on the table wound up. I had to take a seat at all the crazy thoughts that were interning my mind at that time. Overwhelming I sat back in the chair and couldn't help but to cry. As I tried to stop, the harder it became to fight back the tears. I was swallowed up by them. I felt it in my throat as I swallowed, it became unbearable too. As the tears clouded my eyes, blurring everything about the room with my vision. It was still dark because I never turned the lights on.
The light that came up to me slowly was inviting. I was not at all scared of what this beam of light was. I was starting to feel more at ease for the first time in what seemed as forever. There were no sounds or words of any to be heard. Only I felt a warm embrace around me. Holding me in such light that covered my being. I was at a lost for words to ask. I didn't think to thank this lovely creature that gave me a great gift. I cried in their embrace and they let me show my emotions to them. After what was I believed to be hours went by they started to move back away just a bit. As they did I saw a shape of a face, at lest that's what I think I saw. I remember the creature being so beautiful. In light and to think of me in that time of need.
I pulled it together and spoke out right, every thought that came to mind. All my fears of what really had already happen. I was scare not because I was telling so much of my heart. But because I wasn't judged for my feelings. The song on the radio was playing in repeat and it was soft to my ears. I asked the creatures name, as they showed me as I looked beyond them. I noticed the wings coming out little by little I realized this was more then special to me. A true sight to be seen, that is what is had become to me. I out right questioning myself asked if something was their name. And said the name of the singer that was being played in repeat. They nodded it seemed like I was being let in to know the name of such a beautiful creature. I truly felt and still feel this was a beautiful creature or a beautiful angel. For me this is only how I shall see who this creature ever was.
After they faded away and the room got dark once again. I looked at the clock on my watch and saw only moments went by from me getting out of bed. I went back to bed and slept so soundly that night and awoke with a smile on my face. Thanks to a Angel that listened to my heart and held me through the pain.
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