Yardwork Day by: J.A. Burror

I went around today in and out of the front/ backyard
clean up day is coming so we needed to clear out some things we didn't want
going back and forth in my thoughts today
I was worrying for many reasons
found myself thinking of different people and to speak out right
I was glad I had so much to do today because I wanted to cry in a ball in bed
every time I thought about what the ones I care for are/ might be going through
even tho they may not be aware that I do care for them-I still do care for them
even tho I don't talk to them daily that doesn't stop me from praying for them
I have so much to be thankful for and it would be wrong of me not to see others troubles
going through pains and problems comes to everyone
it's how we delegate them that reflects who we are as humans
in part I realized I have become thankful to a good friend who has been a beam of light
oddly enough we are so alike and I can't believe as of now I'm tearing up just thinking about my friend
LOL so it means I have yet another reason to be thankful towards someone I hold dear because of who he's been to me in so many ways Kim Hyun Joong has been there for me over the years where I was going through so much hardship   I could watch a Drama or listen to Music and it would take my mind away  pulling me into another world were it wasn't about my issues  my health different matter and thanks to that I could smile and I started letting other things make me smile but I will forever be a thankful fan
and yet still I have friends again after all the problems with my past I found so many people that were/ are nothing but nice to me  from what I've seen  even to each other  they are a great group of people and best yet is we share are feelings of being only proud of a man that has worked so hard from his youth/ still now he works hard