What Happen Today by:J.A. Burror

Saying your last Goodbye to someone can be so important. Missing that once in a lifetime opportunity can leave you feeling. As if you missed out, having to burden yourself with your own regret of not saying it. Those words are of the up most of importance, but then again. Seeing someone you hold dear in a state of which they might be in. Could be devastating all on its own. I don't know which is the best path for each individual, this is a very hard question to ask of yourself. I just know I chose not to be there in the last days. Sadden by the thoughts that on one hand you have that person in visual sight. Knowing they can speak and answer you if need be. Even laugh and tell you off with a raised voice. Then the other hand that leaves a gaping hole in your chest. Your tears that seem to engulf you, swallowing your every way of speaking. I'm unsure about my decision not to see him one last time. Having to make a dissension within myself, should and shouldn't go. I know I will come to feel sadder as the moments past me by in time. But that is what I must bare. I own my choice I made and thus have to live with it. Right or Wrong, that is still the choice I made without anyone telling me what to do. I get some might not, never get the chance to even say Goodbye. To begin with some might not know what has happen till it's to late for that meeting. I am truly sorry for those of you. That wanted to say Goodbye for the last time and couldn't.

You just want to shelter the situation and tell everyone that it's fine. Even when it's not sometimes, we as humans tin to show are fears in different ways. Some things should never be said, at those moments they find there way through. To creep in and prey on the hearts of the saddest times. Even trying to hang on while others seem to be the ones letting go. I don't understand this area of life and death. When I was a child growing up I viewed the world as a looking glass. Humans were ants and we were farming away. Trying are best not to get lost in the game of it all. Growing up, if I could be so bold to say I'm a grown up. My view on life hasn't changed a lot. I still view life as a rat race, everyone wants to play. Everyone is trying in their own ways. Whether you're right that it is something grand to the next, who knows. We all have different paths this I believe, but we all can share so much togetherness. It really is depressing when you think about how death makes people wake up. So to speak, it puts a grumbled mind back on track. Or just confuses the hell out of a person. In which case that is when you really need to grieve. Everyone has their own process of grieving and not everyone's views mimic to anthers. This being the point is we all grieve, a death of a family member. A love that left without closing the window. Leaving with so many unanswered questions that only fill your mind with doubts about everything. Leaning on another in times of heartache, this I really don't know that much about doing myself. But do feel it might help others with a more normal way of dealing with grief.

Feeling fully unaware of what is going on. Under foot ready, I missed out. But no one is to blame. Turning to a vice, for comfort of sorts. Writing is mine, Cooking is mine. I am still learning so I will make mistakes. I'm a human that believes you have to own up for your own actions in life. Riding the coat tails of another is bound to show and in what ways you might be lacking. Standing up is a Metaphor to doing the right thanes. I've read a lot of books on letting go. Mainly I was trying to forget, let go, move past a first love. I stopped being in-love, but have come to realize I will forever love the memories given to me. I treated my heartbreak like a death of love. Grieving in that manor was the only way I could grow to let go of my desire of the flashbacks I always had. But knowing how to move on isn't the same as this here. Because my past love didn't truly die, he lives. But someone I hold dear did, so I am left in a questionable state.

Saying Goodbye 작별 인사 jagbyeol insa by:J.A. Burror

Seeing it drag on day after day, turning into month after month.
이 달 후 달 선회, 하루 만에 날 끌어 본다.
i dal hu dal seonhoe , halu man-e nal kkeul-eo bonda .
All the while knowing the pain felt within is all getting to real.
고통을 아는 모든 동안은 내 생각 실제 모든 받고있다.
gotong-eul aneun modeun dong-an eun nae saeng-gag silje modeun badgo issda.
It's becoming more clear of time fading.
그것은 시간 페이딩의 더 명확 해지고 있어요.
geugeos-eun sigan peiding ui deo myeonghwag haejigo iss-eoyo .
Someone's heart is giving out.
사람의 마음을 알아주고있다.
salam ui ma-eum-eul al-a jugoissda .
And I know it's best to let it go in peace.
그리고 나는 그것이 평화에 갈 수 있도록 최선 알고있다.
geuligo naneun geugeos-i pyeonghwa e gal su issdolog choeseon algoissda.
But Why does it have to leave?
그러나 왜 떠나야 하는가?
geuleona wae tteonaya haneunga?
I know that's not the right words to say out loud.
나는 그것이하지 않을 권리 단어를 큰 소리로 말을 알고있다.
naneun geugeos-i haji anh-eul gwonli dan-eoleul keun solilo mal-eul algoissda .
Only I'm filled with not the right words to say out loud.
만 나는 큰 소리로 대답 올바른 단어로 가득 해요.
man naneun keun solilo daedab olbaleun dan-eo lo gadeug haeyo .
I feel like screaming, because I don't know what to do.
내가 무엇을 해야할지하지 않기 때문에 나는 비명 같은 느낌.
naega mueos-eul haeyahalji haji anhgi ttaemun-e naneun bimyeong gat-eun neukkim .
Wish I could help.
내가 도울 수 있으면 좋겠다.
naega doul su iss-eumyeon johgessda .
Knowing myself that there's really nothing I could do.
자신을 아는 것은 정말 내가 할 수있는 아무것도 없다는 것을.
jasin-eul aneun geos-eun jeongmal naega hal su-issneun amugeosdo eobsdaneun geos-eul .
What do you tell someone to make it better?
당신은 잘 할 사람을 알 수 있습니까?
dangsin eun jal hal salam-eul al su issseubnikka ?
How can your pain even come close to what they must be feeling.
어떻게 당신의 고통은 심지어 그들이 기분이해야 할 일 가까이 올 수 있습니다.
eotteohge dangsin-ui gotong eun simjieo geudeul-i gibun-i haeya hal il gakkai ol su issseubnida.
The children of a loved one taking their last breath.
마지막 숨을 복용 사랑하는 사람의 아이입니다.
majimag sum-eul bog-yong salanghaneun salam ui aiibnida.
The lover of that person, I haven't got the heart to fully understand the lost.
그 사람의 연인, 나는 완전히 잃어버린 이해하는 마음을 가지고하지 않았습니다.
geu salam ui yeon-in , naneun wanjeonhi ilh-eobeolin ihaehaneun ma-eum-eul gajigo haji anh-assseubnida.
Yes I've had a heart break, but that is so different.
그래, 난 마음의 휴식을 했어,하지만 너무 다르다.
geulae, nan ma-eum ui hyusig-eul haess-eo , hajiman neomu daleuda.
Talking about a couple going on 60+ years spent together.
부부가 함께 보냈다 육십 년 이상가는 대해 이야기.
bubuga hamkke bonaessda yugsib nyeon isang ganeun daehae iyagi .
It's put my heartache in its place.
그것은 그 자리에 내 상심을 넣어 것.
geugeos-eun geu jalie nae sangsim eul neoh-eo geos .
I wish people didn't have to say Goodbye.
나는 사람들이 안녕을 말할 필요도 없지 바랍니다.
naneun salamdeul-i annyeong eul malhal pil-yodo eobsji balabnida.
Or feel the need to pass away into the light.
또는 빛으로 멀리 통과 할 필요성을 느낀다.
ttoneun bich-eulo meolli tong-gwa hal pil-yoseong-eul neukkinda.
No matter what faith you call your own.
아무리 자신을 호출하지 어떤 믿음.
amuli jasin eul hochulhaji eotteon mid-eum .
I still pray for a lost soul.
나는 아직도 잃어버린 영혼을 위해기도합니다.
naneun ajigdo ilh-eobeolin yeonghon eul wihae gidohabnida.
Even tho to some I might seem as the fallen soul.
심지어 일부 그래도 나는 타락한 영혼으로 보일 수 있습니다.
simjieo ilbu geulaedo naneun talaghan yeonghon eulo boil su issseubnida .
Finding out to news is shocking.
뉴스를 알아내는 것은 충격적이다.
nyuseuleul al-anaeneun geos-eun chung-gyeogjeog ida.
Yes it's painful to hear it with my own ears that time might have to just let go.
네, 그것은 그 때 그냥 가자해야 할 수도 있습니다 내 자신의 귀로 듣고 고통입니다.
ne, geugeos-eun geu ttae geunyang gaja haeya hal sudo issseubnida nae jasin-ui gwilo deudgo gotong ibnida.
Give away the last breath to someone.
사람에게 마지막 숨을 멀리주십시오.
salam-ege majimag sum eul meolli jusibsio.
To be honest, perfectly honest about this.
이것에 대해 솔직히, 정직합니다.
igeos-e daehae soljighi , jeongjig habnida.
I would have to tell that I love this person greatly, but yet have always felt on the outside of his domain.
나는 크게이 사람을 사랑한다고 말할해야하지만, 아직 항상 자신의 도메인의 외부에 느꼈다.
naneun keuge i salam eul salanghandago malhal haeya hajiman, ajig hangsang jasin-ui domein ui oebue neukkyeossda .
How do you wrap your head around the thoughts that tomorrow will forever be changed.
당신은 어떻게 영원히 변경됩니다 내일 생각의 주위에 당신의 머리를 정리 않습니다.
dangsin-eun eotteohge yeong-wonhi byeongyeongdoebnida naeil saeng-gag ui juwie dangsin-ui meolileul jeongli anhseubnida.
A life that once was there that you could take for granted  as always being there, is now being let go.
한 번 항상로서 당연히 취할 수 있었다 인생은 지금하자 이동되고 있습니다.
han beon hangsang loseo dang-yeonhi chwihal su iss-eossda insaeng eun jigeum haja idong doego issseubnida .
I'm unable to think straight, everything's coming at me it seems.
나는 똑바로 생각 드릴 수 없습니다, 모든 것이 나에게오고있어 보인다.
naneun ttogbalo saeng-gag deulil su eobs-seubnida , ​​modeun geos-i na-ege ogoiss-eo boinda .
I'm at a lost to speak, but I'm writing this right out from within me.

내가 말할 수있는 손실에 있어요,하지만 난 나를 내에서 의견이 권리를 쓰고 있어요.

naega malhal su-issneun sonsil e iss-eoyo ,hajiman nan naleul naeeseo uigyeon i gwonlileul sseugo iss-eoyo .
With no filter I give away to the tears.
필터없이 나는 멀리 눈물에 제공합니다.
pilteoeobs-i naneun meolli nunmul e jegonghabnida.
Hidden from within they carried me through the night.
그들이 밤을 통해 저를 수행 내에서 숨겨진.
geudeul-i bam-eul tonghae jeoleul suhaeng nae eseo sumgyeojin .
In pain, well Yeah How could I not be?
고통을 잘 그래 어떻게하지 않을 수 있을까?
gotong-eul jal geulae eotteohge haji anh-eul su iss-eulkka?
I'm not a robot and I feel as I brake.
나는 로봇이 아니에요 그리고 난 브레이크로 생각합니다.
naneun lobos i anieyo geuligo nan beuleikeu lo saeng-gaghabnida.
Little by little memories are passing in my mind.
작은 메모리로 작은 내 마음에 전달된다.
jag-eun memoli lo jag-eun nae ma-eum e jeondal doenda.
Thinking back to as a child and I seem to have so many loved ones.
뒤로 아이로 생각 나는 많은 사랑하는 사람을 갖고있는 것 같다.
dwilo ailo saeng-gag naneun manh-eun salanghaneun salam eul gajgoissneun geos gatda .
Now as time passes the one by one have been getting there curtain calls.
이제 시간이 하나가 커튼 콜을 받고있다으로 한 전달합니다.
ije sigan-i hana ga keoteun kol eul badgoissda eulo han jeondalhabnida.
Leaving isn't the plan, and we all must leave in the end.
떠난다는 계획하지 않고, 우리 모두는 결국 떠나야한다.
tteonanda neun gyehoeg haji anhgo, uli moduneun gyeolgug tteonayahanda .
But that doesn't stop the ache from coming and there's no way no fight back that feeling of being helpless.
그러나이오고에서 통증을 중지하지 않고 무력되는 그 느낌을 다시 싸울 수없는 방법이 없습니다.
geuleona iogo eseo tongjeung eul jungji haji anhgo mulyeog doeneun geu neukkim eul dasi ssaul su eobsneun bangbeob-i eobs-seubnida.
To say I haven't been on good terms I can't say for sure.
내가 확실히 말할 수 없다 좋은 조건에되지 않았습니다라고합니다.
naega hwagsilhi malhal su eobsda joh-eun jogeon-e doeji anh-assseubnida lago habnida.
I'm the type that if someone is into what I have to say, what I like in the same.
나는 누군가가 내가 무슨 말을했는지에 경우에, 나는 같은 무엇 좋아하는 타입입니다.
naneun nugungaga naega museun mal-eulhaessneunji e gyeong-ue , naneun gat-eun mueos joh-ahaneun taib ibnida.
Then we get along, I try to be nice to everyone but for this I failed.
그런 다음 우리가 함께 얻을, 나는 모든 사람에게 친절하게하려고하지만 내가 실패했습니다.
geuleon da-eum uliga hamkke eod-eul , naneun modeun salam-ege chinjeolhage halyeogo hajiman naega silpaehaessseubnida.
Not meant to do wrong or think bad of.
아니 잘못 수행하기위한 것 또는 나쁜 생각합니다.
ani jalmos suhaeng hagiwihan geos ttoneun nappeun saeng-gaghabnida.
I was raised with mixed emotions with this issue.
나는이 문제와 혼합 된 감정을 제기했다.
naneun i munje wa honhab doen gamjeong-eul jegi haessda.
So I really never knew the right ways to feel towards lost loved ones.
그래서 난 정말 잃어버린 사랑하는 사람으로 느낄 수있는 권리 방법을 몰랐어요.
geulaeseo nan jeongmal ilh-eobeolin salanghaneun salam eulo neukkil su-issneun gwonli bangbeob-eul mollass-eoyo .
In the past I have given my tears.
과거에 나는 눈물을 주었다.
gwageoe naneun nunmul-eul jueossda .
Prayed over their names and wished them well as I missed them.
자신의 이름을 통해기도하고 내가 그들을 놓친로 그들을 잘 바랬다.
jasin-ui ileum eul tonghae gidohago naega geudeul-eul nohchin lo geudeul-eul jal balaessda .
One by one I have remembered times spent.
하나 하나 내가 보낸 시간을 기억하고있다.
hana hana naega bonaen sigan-eul gieog hagoissda.
And sad as it maybe, I don't have a lot of memories of them.
그리고 어쩌면, 나는 그들의 추억을 많이하지 않아도 슬픈있다.
geuligo eojjeomyeon , naneun geudeul-ui chueog eul manh-i haji anh-ado seulpeun issda.
These days I'm off and this is only part of way.
요즘 나는 떨어져있어이는 방법의 일부입니다.
yojeum naneun tteol-eojyeo iss-eo i neun bangbeob ui ilbu-ibnida.
I'm unaware of my own feelings.
나는 내 자신의 감정의 인식입니다.
naneun nae jasin-ui gamjeong ui insig ibnida.
And unknowing how to act around people that I was raised to view as family.
그리고 어떻게 가족으로 볼 자란 사람들이 주위에 행동하는 무지한.
geuligo eotteohge gajog-eulo bol jalan salamdeul-i juwie haengdong haneun mujihan .
I say that only do to the fact that picture in my heart, doesn't match what the word family means.
나는 단지 내 마음에 사실을 그 사진을 말, 단어 가족의 의미와 일치하지 않습니다.
naneun danji nae ma-eum-e sasil-eul geu sajin eul mal , dan-eo gajog ui uimi wa ilchihaji anhseubnida.
In my heart family is so much more, but then what can't I get over myself to view it the same?
내 마음에 가족은 훨씬 더 많은,하지만 난 그것을 동일하게 볼 자신을 통해 무엇을 얻을 수 없습니다 다음?
nae ma-eum-e gajog-eun hwolssin deo manh-eun ,hajiman nan geugeos-eul dong-ilhage bol jasin eul tonghae mueos-eul eod-eul su eobs-seubnida da-eum ?
I can't tell you a answer, do to the fact I have never known one.
나는 당신에게 답을 말해 내가 하나를 알려진 적이없는 사실에 할 수 없습니다.
naneun dangsin-ege dab-eul malhae naega hanaleul allyeojin jeog-ieobsneun sasil-e hal su eobs-seubnida.
All I know is I will cry, and I will feel the loss.
내가 아는 건 내가 울 것이다, 나는 손실을 느낄 것이다.
naega aneun geon naega ul geos-ida , naneun sonsil-eul neukkil geos-ida.
The pain of missing a chance to know someone better.
사람이 더 잘 알 수있는 기회를 누락의 고통.
salam-i deo jal al su issneun gihoeleul nulag ui gotong .
But knowing the truth behind that of who they were.
하지만 그들이 누군지의 뒤에 진실을 알고.
hajiman geudeul-i nugunji ui dwie jinsil-eul algo .
They were far more than I ever could have known.
그들은 내가 알고있는 것보다 훨씬 더이었다.
geudeul-eun naega algoissneun geosboda hwolssin deo ieossda.
I will miss that most of all.
나는 모든의 대부분을 놓칠 것이다.
naneun modeun ui daebubun eul nohchil geos-ida .

Just a small thought by: J.A. Burror

 Have you ever woken up with tears in your eyes. No I'm not just saying that, but real tears. The side of your face has dried remissness of tears. I don't know why, but I wined up letting out them at night. Maybe because I'm in the dead of sleep, thinking no one will notice me there. I do know when I fall asleep crying they seem never to stop. I can wake up with my throat all dry and feel as if a cotton ball won't let me swallow.

Feeling a lot on my plate, unable to eat all of what I put on. I have been unable to put my words in the right form. I guess that's what I would say, how I would mean it. Haven't wrote much and then now I sat done after being reminded by someone I hope so dear within my heart. That I have to take time and gather myself, so I can write it out. She's right as so often times, knows just how to talk to me. Honesty is a great gift are friendship is blessed with. We share so much so it is only right for her to be the one to tell me off. Not really, but respectfully we do it to each other. And here I am sharing of myself, yet again.

This is it for now, I'm off to clean in cook. Today I'm baking and getting things in order for the power to go out. Street work to fix a past problem, long overdo but you can't fault it. When it is being fixed, Right? Seems as if I'm in a rush writing this now, Well that's because I am. I didn't forget about wanting to translate in Korean. but I haven't the time, make time. I know if you want something bad enough you should. But life doesn't always end up the way we plan in the beginning. Even a criminals mind could have been pure at some point in their life. Something happened and changed their point of view on others. To act out in the ways they do.

Learning Korean Writing and Sounds-of My Writing by:J.A. Burror

Okay, so this is what I have been thinking.
좋아, 그래서 이것은 내가 생각하고있는 것입니다.
joh-a, geulaeseo igeos-eun naega saeng-gaghago issneun geos-ibnida.
Lately I have bee engrossed with learning the Korean Language.
최근에 나는 꿀벌이 한국어 학습에 몰두 있습니다.
choegeun-e naneun kkulbeol i hangug-eo hagseub e moldu issseubnida.
I thought if I was to share my thoughts on my lessons of the day.
나는 오늘의 내 수업에 내 생각을 공유 할 수 있다면 나는 생각했다.
naneun oneul-ui nae sueob e nae saeng-gag-eul gong-yu hal su issdamyeon naneun saeng-gaghaessda .
I don't know how others will view this, but then again this is just my thinking.
나는 다른 사람들이 볼 방법을 몰라,하지만 다시 그냥 내 생각이다.
naneun daleun salamdeul i bol bangbeob-eul molla , hajiman dasi geunyang nae saeng-gag ida.
You don't have to share, but know this is what I found to be working for my brain.
당신이 공유 할 필요가 있지만, 내가 나의 뇌를 위해 작동하는 것으로 무엇을 알고하지 않습니다.
dangsin-i gong-yu hal pil-yoga issjiman, naega naui noe leul wihae jagdong haneun geos-eulo mueos-eul algo haji anhseubnida.
I'm using Google Translate to translate my words, just a tool I use when I'm writing.
나는 구글이 내 말을, 내가 쓰고 있어요 때 사용하는 단지 도구를 번역 사용하고 있습니다.
naneun gugeul-i nae mal-eul , naega sseugo iss-eoyo ttae sayonghaneun danji doguleul beon-yeog sayonghago issseubnida.

I have a YouTube account, in which I post Lyrics, but find myself posting my recipes.
내가 가사를 게시,하지만 내 조리법을 게시 자신을 찾을 수있는 YouTube 계정을 가지고 있습니다.
naega gasa leul gesi , hajiman nae jolibeob-eul gesi jasin-eul chaj-eul su issneun YouTube gyejeong-eul gajigo issseubnida.
I don't know if they will go over nor is minded by thoughts they won't.
나는 그들이 이상 갈 것 알고도 그들은하지 않습니다 생각으로 마음을하지 않습니다.
naneun geudeul-i isang gal geos algo do geudeul-eun haji anhseubnida saeng-gag eulo ma-eum-eul haji anhseubnida.
It's more for me, it's cool to look up the site and watch when you yourself forget the recipe.
그것은 나를 위해 더,이 사이트를보고 자신이 레시피를 잊었을 때 볼 멋지다.
geugeos-eun naleul wihae deo , i saiteuleul bogo jasin i lesipileul ij-eoss-eul ttae bol meosjida .
Someone gave me a great push as it was.
그것이 같은 사람이 나에게 좋은 밀어 주었다.
geugeos-i gat-eun salam-i na-ege joh-eun mil-eo jueossda.
To learn more for myself but also to help others in the process.
자신에 대한 자세한 내용뿐만 아니라 그 과정에서 다른 사람들을 돕기 위해.
jasin e daehan jasehan naeyong ppunman anila geu gwajeong-eseo daleun salamdeul-eul dobgi wihae . 
But I do know that cook lingo isn't something everyone will share the want, need to know.
하지만, 그 요리 용어가 찾는을 공유하는 무언가 모두 아닙니다 알고 알 필요가있다.
hajiman , geu yoli yong-eo ga chajneun eul gong-yuhaneun mueonga modu anibnida algo al pil-yogaissda.
It's just hard to find out some of what words mean through different sites, and books.
이 말은 다른 사이트와 책을 통해 무엇을 의미하는지의 일부를 찾을 단지 어렵다.

i mal-eun daleun saiteu wa chaeg eul tonghae mueos-eul uimihaneunji ui ilbuleul chaj-eul danji eolyeobda.

The videos are taking longer to make, but I love learning all of what I should know.
동영상을 만들기 위해 많은 시간이 소요되지만, 내가 알아야 할 모든 학습을 사랑 해요.

dong-yeongsang-eul mandeulgi wihae manh-eun sigan-i soyo doejiman, naega al-aya hal modeun hagseub-eul salang haeyo.

By how the recipes are, I'm filled with so much joy by doing this.
조리법이 얼마나, 나는이 일을함으로써 너무 많은 기쁨으로 가득 해요.

jolibeob i eolmana , naneun i il-eul ham-eulosseo neomu manh-eun gippeum eulo gadeug haeyo .

These recipes are of my recipe note books, now my cooking has changed a lot to what it use to be. 
이 조리법은 지금 내 요리가 될하는 데 사용하는 것과 많이 변경, 나의 레시피 노트 책의이다.

i jolibeob eun jigeum nae yoli ga doel haneun de sayonghaneun geosgwa manh-i byeongyeong , naui lesipi noteu chaeg uiida.

I can't eat a lot of what I once enjoyed.
나는 한 번에 즐길 것을 많이 먹을 수 없습니다.
naneun han beon-e jeulgil geos-eul manh-i meog-eul su eobs-seubnida .
Now it just leaves me ill and in pain.
지금은 그냥 아픈 고통에서 저를 떠난다.
jigeum-eun geunyang apeun gotong eseo jeoleul tteonanda.

I cook for the love of cooking.
나는 요리의 사랑을 요리.

naneun yoli ui salang-eul yoli . 

It's a way of my body obtaining a healthier me
그것은 나 건강을 얻기 내 몸의 방법
geugeos-eun na geongang eul eodgi nae mom ui bangbeob 
It's hard only when I choose not to follow the rules I aspect of myself 
내가 규칙을 자신의 I 측면을 따라하지 않도록 선택할 경우에만이 어렵다

naega gyuchig eul jasin ui I cheugmyeon-eul ttala haji anhdolog seontaeghal gyeong-ueman i eolyeobda

my body is temperamental
내 몸은 변덕입니다

nae mom eun byeondeog ibnida 

it seems not willing to cave to make it-its will to convert
변환 할-의지를 만들기 위해 동굴을하지 기꺼이 보인다

byeonhwan hal - uiji leul mandeulgi wihae dong-gul eul haji gikkeoi boinda 

I'm starting-I use to say that word often with dieting
나는 시작-I가있어 다이어트와 자주 그 단어를 말을 사용

naneun sijag -I ga iss-eo daieoteu wa jaju geu dan-eo leul mal-eul sayong

I use to always allow myself to cheat with the darkness of no one's to see
나는 항상 나 자신이보고 아무도의 어둠과 속임수 할 수 있도록 사용
naneun hangsang na jasin ibogo amudo ui eodum gwa sog-imsu hal su issdolog sayong
but in time it was hurting my pocket book as well
그러나 시간에뿐만 아니라 내 주머니 책을 아프게했다
geuleona sigan-e ppunman anila nae jumeoni chaeg-eul apeuge haessda
having to suffer with buying clothes I would never have dreamed of owning
내가 소유의 꿈 못했을 옷을 구입 함께 고통하는 것을
naega soyu ui kkum moshaess-eul os-eul gu-ib hamkke gotong haneun geos-eul
Life changing-that is what Health is

생활 변화, 즉 건강은 무엇인가

saenghwal byeonhwa , jeug geongang eun mueos-inga
Mind blowing-is the knowledge that your brain seems to possess
마음의 뇌가 가지고 보인다 지식 송풍는-입니다
ma-eum ui noega gajigo boinda jisig songpung neun - ibnida
the road less traveled
도로 덜 여행
dolo deol yeohaeng 
this was always mine
이것은 항상 내이었다
igeos-eun hangsang nae ieossda
I hide the cookies and ate the candy bars in secret
나는 쿠키를 숨기고 비밀리에 막대 사탕을 먹었다
naneun kukileul sumgigo bimillie magdae satang eul meog-eossda 
But no matter what I did on the outside I was only me
하지만 외부에했다 상관없이 나는 나 만했다
hajiman oebue haessda sang-gwan-eobs-i naneun na man haessda
growing bigger was a issue to be seen
문제가 더 큰했다 성장하면 볼 수
munjega deo keun haessda seongjang hamyeon bol su
both for others as well as for me
모두 다른 사람뿐만 아니라 나를 위해
modu daleun salam ppunman anila naleul wihae 
now this has been some time passed and I'm finding I like it best
지금이 시간이 경과되었습니다 내가 찾는거야 내가 가장 좋아
jigeum i sigan i gyeong-gwa doeeossseubnida naega chajneungeoya naega gajang joh-a
better than the past is what I'm doing now
과거보다 더 나은 내가 지금 뭘하는지입니다
gwageo boda deo na-eun naega jigeum mwolhaneunji ibnida
it's keeping it at bay
그것은 궁지에 그것을 유지하는 것
geugeos-eun gungjie geugeos-eul yujihaneun geos
if I want to spend my money on clothes
나는 옷에 내 돈을 지출하려는 경우
naneun os e nae don-eul jichul halyeoneun gyeong-u
there's no worrying that I'm grown beyond them in a few weeks
더 나는 몇 주에서 그 이상으로 성장하고있어 것을 걱정이 없습니다
deo naneun myeoch ju eseo geu isang-eulo seongjang hagoiss-eo geos-eul geogjeong i eobs-seubnida
this is my style and everyone comes with their own version
이 내 스타일이고, 모든 사람이 자신의 버전과 함께 제공
i nae seutail igo, modeun salam-i jasin-ui beojeon gwa hamkke jegong
I might not be your cup of tea but I'm not trying to force myself to be
나는 차의 당신의 컵하지 않을 수 있습니다하지만 난 것으로 자신을 강제로 시도하고 있지 않다
naneun cha ui dangsin-ui keob haji anh-eul su issseubnida hajiman nan geos-eulo jasin-eul gangjelo sido hago issji anhda 
no fad diets will do any good for me
더 유행 다이어트는 나를 위해 좋은 작업을 수행하지 않습니다
deo yuhaeng daieoteu neun naleul wihae joh-eun jag-eob-eul suhaeng haji anhseubnida
hard lesson I learned over my life time of feeling defeated
하드 교훈 나는 패배 느낌의 내 삶의 시간을 통해 배운
hadeu gyohun naneun paebae neukkim ui nae salm-ui sigan eul tonghae baeun
I use to love only cooking the sweet treats that came will all the added fat, calories
난 단지 모든 추가 된 지방을 함께 달콤한 간식 요리를 좋아하는 데 사용, 칼로리
nan danji modeun chuga doen jibang-eul hamkke dalkomhan gansig yolileul joh-a haneun de sayong , kalloli
to pile on to my hips
내 엉덩이에 더미
nae eongdeong-i e deomi 
now I love sweet treats in a whole new ballgame
지금은 완전히 새로운 야구장에서 달콤한 간식을 사랑
jigeum-eun wanjeonhi saeloun yagujang eseo dalkomhan gansig eul salang 
jigeum-eun wanjeonhi saeloun bol geim-eseo dalkomhan gansig eul salang
Fruit is sweet- Really, Who knew?
과일은 정말 달콤한 -되고, 누구는 알고 있었다?
gwail eun jeongmal dalkomhan - doego , nugu neun algo iss-eossda ?
cooking different ways makes the food turn out to be sweeter than before
음식이 판명 다른 방법을하게 요리하는 것은 이전보다 단맛이 될 수 있습니다
eumsig-i panmyeong daleun bangbeob eul hage yoli haneun geos-eun ijeonboda danmas i doel su issseubnida
without any added sugar
추가 된 설탕없는
chuga doen seoltang-eobsneun 
I want to grow as so much in my life 
나는 내 인생에서와 같은 너무 많은 성장을 할
naneun nae insaeng-eseo wa gat-eun neomu manh-eun seongjang-eul hal 
I believe this is my chance, so I have to be willing to try
나는 이것이 내 기회라고 생각, 그래서 시도 할 의사가 있어야합니다
naneun igeos-i nae gihoe lago saeng-gag , geulaeseo sido hal uisaga iss-eoyahabnida
making healthy, good, food that my family will love
건강하고 좋은 음식을 만드는 것은 가족 사랑 것이다
geonganghago joh-eun eumsig-eul mandeuneun geos-eun gajog salang geos-ida
wanting my husband to come home to a nice meal
멋진 식사에 집에 와서 남편을 원하는
meosjin sigsa e jib-e waseo nampyeon eul wonhaneun 
knowing I'm serving him the best
알고 나는 그에게 최고의 서비스를 제공하고 있습니다
algo naneun geuege choegoui seobiseuleul jegong hago issseubnida 
knowing that he'll like what I give to him
그는 내가 그에게주는 것을 좋아합니다 것을 알고
geuneun naega geuege juneun geos-eul joh-a habnida geos-eul algo
as a Mother feeding my children a healthy diet, is so important
어머니가 아이들에게 건강한 식단을 먹이로, 매우 중요
eomeoni ga aideul ege geonganghan sigdan eul meog-i lo , maeu jung-yo
because I won't be able to be with them every second of the day
나는 그들과 함께 하루의 매 순간이 될 수 없기 때문에
naneun geudeulgwa hamkke haluui mae sungan i doel su eobsgi ttaemun-e 
being at peace because I'm adding not taking anything away from my family
나는 내 가족에서 떨어져 아무것도 복용하지 추가 해요 때문에 평화 인
naneun nae gajog eseo tteol-eojyeo amugeosdo bog-yong haji chuga haeyo ttaemun-e pyeonghwa in
healthy food that will aid in their overall health
자신의 전반적인 건강에 도움이됩니다 건강에 좋은 음식
jasin-ui jeonbanjeog-in geongang e doum-idoebnida geongang-e joh-eun eumsig  
to have my children growing up knowing that as a stable point for a healthy life style
내 아이들이 건강한 라이프 스타일을위한 안정적인 지점으로 그것을 알고 성장해야합니다
nae aideul-i geonganghan laipeu seutail eul-wihan anjeongjeog-in jijeom-eulo geugeos-eul algo seongjang haeya habnida
this is yet another of many reasons why I found myself years ago turning to one style of cooking
내가 요리 한 스타일을 돌리고 자신 년전에 발견 된 이유는 아직 많은 이유의 또 다른입니다
naega yoli han seutail eul dolligo jasin nyeonjeon-e balgyeon doen iyu neun ajig manh-eun iyu ui tto daleun ibnida 
the taste is threw the roof amazing
맛은 놀라운 지붕 던졌다입니다
mas-eun nollaun jibung deonjyeossda ibnida
health wile Korea is one of the healthiest Country's in the world
건강 책략 한국은 가장 건강한 나라의 세계 중 하나입니다
geongang chaeglyag hangug-eun gajang geonganghan nala ui segye jung hanaibnida 
this was a Healthy Country List I found over in over throughout the years they never dropped down.
이 나는 그들이 아래로 떨어졌다 결코 년에 걸쳐 이상에 걸쳐 발견 건강한 나라 목록이었다.
i naneun geudeul-i alaelo tteol-eojyeossda gyeolko nyeon e geolchyeo isang e geolchyeo balgyeon geonganghan nala moglog ieossda.
Because of the love of Health, I found myself thinking that if I ever did have children.
때문에 건강의 사랑, 나는 나 자신이 내가 아이가 그랬다면 생각했습니다.
ttaemun-e geongang ui salang , naneun na jasin-i naega aiga geulaessdamyeon saeng-gag haessseubnida.
I wanted to raise them in the healthiest place I could. Have them grow up with that in their mindset.
나는 내가 할 수있는 가장 건강한 장소에 마련하고 싶었다. 그들의 사고 방식에 그와 함께 성장해야합니다.
naneun naega hal su-issneun gajang geonganghan jangso-e malyeon hago sip-eossda. geudeul-ui sago bangsig e geu wa hamkke seongjang haeyahabnida.

I have Poems I wrote and they seem to be liked by others.

나는 내가 쓴시를 가지고 있고 다른 사람에 의해 좋아하는 것 같습니다.
naneun naega sseun sileul gajigo issgo daleun salam e uihae joh-ahaneun geos gatseubnida. 
I am honored that people are willing to take the time out to read my words.
나는 사람들이 내 말을 읽을 시간을 감수 할 것을 영광으로 생각합니다.
naneun salamdeul-i nae mal eul ilg-eul sigan eul gamsu hal geos-eul yeong-gwang-eulo saeng-gaghabnida . 
I want to try to do the same as in my videos. 
내 동영상과 같은 일을하려고하고 싶다.
nae dong-yeongsang gwa gat-eun il-eulhalyeogo hago sipda. 
I want to have it in both English, because that's not my first language.
그건 내 모국어가 아닌 때문에 나는, 모두 영어로 그것을 갖고 싶어.
geugeon nae mogug-eoga anin ttaemun-e naneun , modu yeong-eolo geugeos-eul gajgo sip-eo. 
But I do write all of my words in English, my first language I always say is Sarcasm.

하지만 영어로 나의 모든 단어를 쓰기 할, 내가 항상 말을 내 첫 번째 언어는 풍자이다.

hajiman yeong-eolo naui modeun dan-eo leul sseugi hal , naega hangsang mal-eul nae cheos beonjjae eon-eoneun pungja ida. 
Korean, I don't know if it'll go over as well as before. 
그 전에뿐만 아니라 가서 있을지 한국어, 나도 몰라.
geu jeon-e ppunman anila gaseo iss-eulji hangug-eo , nado molla. 
But I am wanting to use my blogs as a learning tool for myself. 
그러나 나는 나 자신을위한 학습 도구로 내 블로그를 사용하고자하고 있습니다.
geuleona naneun na jasin eul-wihan hagseub dogulo nae beullogeuleul sayong hagoja hago issseubnida. 
If they help anyone, that is so great and keep up your hard work as well.
그들은 사람을 도울 경우에, 그것은 너무 중대하다뿐만 아니라 당신의 노력을 유지합니다.
geudeul-eun salam eul doul gyeong-ue, geugeos-eun neomu jungdaehada ppunman anila dangsin-ui nolyeog eul yujihabnida.

I have Lyrics I post and people are very good to like the way I write.
내가 게시하고 사람들은 내가 쓰는 방법을 좋아하는 것은 매우 좋은 가사가 있습니다.
naega gesihago salamdeul-eun naega sseuneun bangbeob eul joh-a haneun geos-eun maeu joh-eun gasa ga issseubnida. 
Loving the way Korean Words sound, I wanted to see for myself.
한국어 단어 소리 길을 사랑, 나 자신에 대한보고 싶었다.
hangug-eo dan-eo soli gil-eul salang , na jasin e daehan bogo sip-eossda . 
What my song Lyrics would look and sound like written in Korean. 
무엇 내 노래 가사를보고 한국어로 작성 같은 소리 것입니다.
mueos nae nolae gasa leulbogo hangug-eo lo jagseong gat-eun soli geos-ibnida.

Although I do make mistakes, and am only human.

내가 실수를 수행하고 인간입니다 있지만.

naega silsuleul suhaenghago ingan ibnida issjiman .

Learning is a lifelong journey worthy of being undertaken.
학습 수행되는 가치있는 평생 여행이다.

hagseub suhaeng doeneun gachiissneun pyeongsaeng yeohaeng-ida .

With all great things there comes a process of start, but I never want to finish.
모든 좋은 것들로가 시작하는 과정을 제공하지만 완료하고 싶지 않았다.

modeun joh-eun geosdeullo ga sijag haneun gwajeong-eul jegong hajiman wanlyo hago sipji anh-assda.

Stopping the learning process is death, when you know something well enough to say you know it.
당신은 당신이 그것을 알고 말을 충분히 뭔가를 알고있을 때 학습 과정을 중지하면 죽음이다.

dangsin-eun dangsin-i geugeos-eul algo mal-eul chungbunhi mwongaleul algoiss-eul ttae hagseub gwajeong eul jungjihamyeon jug-eum ida.

Go onto the next stage of your involving process.
당신의 참여 과정의 다음 단계로 이동합니다.
dangsin-ui cham-yeo gwajeong ui da-eum dangye lo idonghabnida.
This will make life seem less routine and boring.
이것은 인생이 덜 루틴 및 보링을 보이게됩니다.

igeos-eun insaeng-i deol lutin mich boling eul boige doebnida.

People tell me when I've been wrong and share their thoughts on anything with me. 
사람들은 내가 잘못했던 때 말해 나를 아무것도에 자신의 생각을 공유 할 수 있습니다.

salamdeul-eun naega jalmos haessdeon ttae malhae naleul amugeosdo e jasin-ui saeng-gag eul gong-yu hal su issseubnida.

I do feel blessed in many ways, just wanted to share that.
난 그냥 공유하고 싶었, 여러 가지면에서 축복받은 느낌 않습니다.
nan geunyang gong-yu hago sip-eoss , yeoleo gajimyeon-eseo chugbogbad-eun neukkim anhseubnida.
This is a tool I'm choosing to aid in my learning.
이것은 내가 내 학습에 도움을 선택하고있어 도구입니다.

igeos-eun naega nae hagseub e doum-eul seontaeg hagoiss-eo dogu-ibnida.

So if you don't like how I've changed my posting in the blogs, I will not say I am sorry.
당신은 내가 블로그에 내 게시물을 변경 한 방법이 마음에 들지 않으면 그래서, 내가 미안 말을하지 않습니다.

dangsin-eun naega beullogeu e nae gesimul-eul byeongyeong han bangbeob i ma-eum-e deulji anh-eumyeon geulaeseo , naega mian mal-eulhaji anhseubnida .

This is just another way for me to learn, trying to emerge myself as much as possible.
이 날은 최대한 자신을 등장하려고 배울 수있는 또 다른 방법입니다.

i nal eun choedaehan jasin-eul deungjang halyeogo baeul su-issneun tto daleun bangbeob-ibnida.

Knowing I don't live, as of yet in the Country I wish to.
내가하고자하는 나라에서 아직 같이 살고 있지 않은 알고.

naega hagojahaneun nala eseo ajig gat-i salgo issji anh-eun algo .

Seeing the words written out, sounding them out as I post each and every line.

보고 말은 내가 각각의 모든 라인을 게시로 그들을 밖으로 소리, 기입.

bogo mal-eun naega gaggag-ui modeun lain-eul gesi lo geudeul-eul bakk-eulo soli , giib .

This will help in both: identifying the right sounds, and learning how to write/ read/ spell in Korean.
이 모두 도움이 될 것입니다 : 오른쪽 소리를 식별하고 읽기 / 쓰기 / 한국어 철자하는 방법을 학습합니다.
i modu doum-i doel geos-ibnida : oleunjjog solileul sigbyeol hago ilg-gi / sseugi / hangug-eo cheolja haneun bangbeob-eul hagseubhabnida .

Power Of The Night by:J.A. Burror

Last night the power went out. Could say I was alone, but it wasn't the case. The whole block got infected by the darkness. As there was a loud bang. Sounded like a gun shot, but thought to myself: How could it be? Then all at once the house went off, no internet. I mean really, Do they want me to just cry now? I got out on my chair in search of a flash light or candle to light. There's that bang again, the loud bang coming from near by. I knew I was in the house "safe in sound", I laughed as I wrote that out that line.

Loud bang and I heard the wild birds near by start to fly off.
Loud bang and the sound of birds in the night air.
Loud bang and it seems the silence of the night went away.
It filled the sky as if I was watching some horror movie being played out before me.

Still in repeat mode in my mind. I keep thinking about the question of, Why? The noises feeling the house. Leaving a cold chill that rushed throughout my being. I didn't know what to do, was going to turn everything off and go to bed. To be clear about what I had first planed to do. Honestly I'm still worn out from the past days and I need time just to rest my body. My great big plans for that night, mind you it's only just 7PM at this point. Was to dream the night away, underneath a warm blanket and holding my pillow as you would a pet. Only I found I was no longer in the mood.

I hate when it's completely dark and you can't see. This comes from when I lost my eyesight years ago. It's back yes, but I get scared I was tell you. Gives my mind all kinds of nasty thoughts. That don't have anything to do with passion of the night. They don't sit well with me, the rest of the day I find I'm in content reminder of the replay.

So hear I was writing this out old school with pen and paper. With my cat bagging for food and not leaving tell she got fed. But all this quit time gave away a game plan. I had been putting off so many things. Things I really shouldn't have left tell now to think about. So hear it is, I wrote out a daily plan. Listed a To Do List, so to speak. I am willing to give it a try, wanting to make this list work. I've been procrastinating about this even, making the list was a choir. I wrote out a plan of attack by-daily, weekly, monthly; as if that wasn't enough. Looking through these sheets and I must admit I went over broad on this. I was in depth, Great word. But my norm, going so in depth is difficult to stay with. That's why my thoughts and how I write is full of different things. I want to know so much. Willing and eager to learn, Just how does this world ticks?

I hate thoughts of hour by hour. I do realize that it's a must evil. Setting out a plan is not easy, so it might take time to make it a habit of mine. Took me so many years to start wanting to get healthy with my food. Still in working things out, always. It's because I want to stay on point but do fall off. When I fall, I crash. Not eating so much but eating wrong. Leaving me to feel horrible, it's just no way to keep living in that state of pain. I recall the bad experiences to great detail when choosing my late night snack.  Realizing with everything, there comes a method that needs to be taken. A formula for decision.

Words I learned years before, had left me. It seems I need to start with the brushing up process. I will start from Basic, knowing I don't wish to leave anything out. This way I can relearn and brush up on what I do know at the same time. I am only me, so please bare with me. Not saying I know more then I do, wanting to be clear. As of now and forever this is a learning subject I really love. And will forever enjoy knowing this beautiful language. Everything takes time, Fine I'll give it that. I only wish I could skip to the part of knowing it fully. Wishful thinking on my brains part. Learning is fun, I really haven't uttered those words more then a hand full of times in my life. That being said you must get how passionate about this I really am. I'm just use to putting everything on the back burner for another project. Might seem to others that I just don't care enough to sick with the flow, so not the issue. I have great people wanting to share, wanting to learn with me. But I am no teacher, I'm in a struggle with my brain. So I find it hard to tell another: You did that wrong. When I might very well be in the wrong. I make no plans to lie about me, who I am is only me. Do never wish to have to make that choice.

What's right or wrong, is something I'm no at liberty to say to another.
If I have been there.
If I know right where you seem to be coming from.
If there's a chance that we could be the same on every note., I mean living in breathing everything. Every thought of mind. Every tearful cry and painful stab felt. Then it would be me telling myself off, not someone other then myself.

I understand reasons all arise, they creep up without knowing. Sometimes it's a must to feel you have to lie. Please note when someone says they're not lying and in turn does it so well. You might need to wonder about the person you are dealing with. If they are really worthy of your time or to be near your space. I only know my own opinion and I disapprove. Time and place for everything, who would tell the truth to a Mother about how her child might appear to others? I've seen some baby's that look like old men, with no hair. And these are girls I'm talking about. Of course I lie or not say anything at all, best to keep my mouth shut. I tin to share my thoughts to freely when asked. Others don't like what I have to say sometimes because I'm just a bit forward about telling how I see it. I kick myself sometimes for it, but don't really plan to change it. It's truthful, honest and I can't imagine being someone else. Another one I would lie, I have lied to another is on a death bed. That person wants hope, even without any. That doesn't mean the don't have the right to desire it.

As my eyes get heavy now and I find myself half awake. Lights still out, this means I have to keep it up. Stay awake for my own sanity. Cause when the lights return I will have to check everything out. I'm worried about my computer. I didn't close what I was on, in middle of conversation. Web sites up and I know it'll all return but still I hate the thought of it going like that. Stressed out because it's a total lack of control. Back on and glad, but still I'm writing old school. On my way now to look to see if the food got spoiled, Don't think so. That means cooking this week, yea. We can eat without the wast of having to buy what we already had. It's been so cold and it all should be fine, still might have to turn the next few days into all day cooking.

Woke up to check again, was told what happen. Some person drove into the power poll, and took down the power to everyone off that power poll. This is way better then me thinking it was gun shots, but still could have been bad for that person.

Lesson Learned by:J.A. Burror

Lessons are hard to learn, I get that. Staying positive is a challenge, but why settle? I'll tell you I have had my share, as well as you. Of hard issues in ones life that seem as if, there's no way out. When you can't change a plan of attack set against you. You have no choice but to strike back. So to speak, you have to grab the horn with both hands. To fight back for your right to be heard. To be present in that very moment is your life. No one is allowed to take that right away from you. Unless for another reason all together which if that's the case. I wish not to talk about that at the moment here. My topic today is Learning, to over come. Whatever it may be, you have the strength within you to move mountains. If you try to believe you are so worth it. So worthy of so much better, more then you might realize. Believing the world is in my grasp isn't easy to start with.

Faith= You have to have Faith in what?, Yourself. You need to think in such away that your life is,
      No- It Will,
            No-It Has been getting better.
                        Then finally you have to say to yourself, 
                                                              My life is better.
That you are worth thinking more of yourself. It's only natural to fall off track, at time forget what happen that made us once lose sight. But think of the bigger picture. The issue at hand isn't that we fall and brake. It's moreover that we choose to overcome. And show how strong we are, it's a lesson learned. It's hard, no one ever said it was a easy undertaking. If they did, sorry but I think you're full of it.

Life is pain,
             Life is love, on both notes life is both.
Choices are given, wrong or right decisions are made. Who's to say ones thoughts are more out there then the next. I guess that would all depend on the moral up bring one has had. Or what one has learned to do off their own accord. Values are a mystery to me, Why ask such a thing? Because I can and I will. Everyone has their own set.

Right to one,
           Wrong to another.
It seems no one really wins in pleasing everyone. Some many what if games to play in ones head that it can have you doubt what's even real. We all need to chill. That being said We all need a reality check once in a while. Remember that of what we have to do. To live yes, but to be happy as well. The past has taught me many things about choosing to be happy. VS Not know how, because you are playing follow the leading with your own life as the follower.

You should be the leader,
          The main star, only one on cue for your life.
Don't hesitate in dreaming your dreams. Whether you make them happen or not that is up in the air. I can't say which path is better and which path not to travel. I am one still learning to fit in to the skin I'm in. What I do know is pain is real. It isn't fake or less real, just because those around you don't understand how you appear at that time. Life is changing, forever it is involving. We have to make a choice to stay or to move on. I know, Wrong. But nonetheless trying to do something is your well desiring it to be. Comes as a whole new ball game when you really have to move on, past something.  

Even with the pain it may have caused, 
               you still miss it.
           Even when you know it never was meant from the start,
                              you still want it.
                                      Even time doesn't seem long enough when you have it,
                                              but it takes forever when it stops to come your way. 
 I use to see the world different then I do now. The world was made up of planets and stars, beautiful as can be. But Earth was a puzzle to me. Something I didn't know how to comprehend, Why? God was a creator, but I in truth had problems will the whole no one before God. When we all came from parents, These were my thoughts as a child would couldn't grasp the idea of Faith, Belief, Trust in a single thane. I've learned better now so don't read me wrong. My words aren't meant to hurt ones nor are they for picking apart. Just to be interrupted as all turned around.

Up to you, 
          Up to fate, pertaining to your own desire and destiny.
I can say we all have freedom of choice, but that is a lie. We don't all have that , whether or not we can state it. It still might never get through to who the message is being conveyed too. Truth of the matter not everyone shares the option of: Everyone is equal. We live in a world that it isn't the case. Laws are different everywhere you travel. Even your what sex you are and age is taken into account. When laws are judging you

I can't tell you'll forget, nor can I say it'll last forever. I don't have the answers to share with you on that. What I do know it time works as both of two things.First=Reminder of what once was. Second=A given of what wasn't meant to happen long term. I'm sorry if my words seem a bit harsh it is just pain is harsh. Comes with no warning signs that a problem maybe in the right away of your life. Turning you in a different direction only to come out of it a totally different person. No Book we can skip to the end to see the reasons why we were first hurt and how long it'll last. There's no instructions on how to deal with the pain from the heart. We all know it to well, what works for one will seem unless to another.

Thinking you are stronger,
       knowing you are better,
            realizing you deserve more,
                      and having faith enough in yourself to believe you will.