I myself was the shy
good in school and I was the butt of the mean kids as well. I hated the
boy’s at my school. Because I was over weight and with that came the fat
joke’s. The guy’s at school would always tell me if I lost weight they
would date me. That was a mean joke in its self I thought. But I was
pretty to them but yet not the norm of what a guy should “go for” in
there head at that time. I can’t help would I find sexy or handsome,
neither can someone else.
I hate saying that say that
look’s don’t matter at all because they do. They get that first Hi, the
first date, the first everything and tell you really get to know a
person.
You wouldn’t of wrote me if I was a total dog to
you and I you. But what makes this different is that you and I want to
get to know one another and to see if it’s meant for more then friends.
We want to take it slow I guess most of the world to see us at doing
that right now. Because we haven’t had sex nor made out all the time,
yet.
It’s wired to me I’ve had sex with guy’s before and I’ve never been married, but was raised with the religion
telling
me that no man would ever want a girl that’s already given it up.
Doesn't matter if you were willing or unwilling. As tho you have nothing
to give your lover, your friend, your partner in life. The mother or
the Father of your children. Then nothing more then to have sex. Yes I
do believe it should be with to people that love each other. I know I
say that but yet have never had that myself. It’s me calling the kettle
black
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