Merging into One by:J.A. Burror

Been out of my mind as of late, and I say that to not involve me with the insane. Unable to think clearly has always been a false of mine. I try to see other view points but on some am fully unaware of what they are talking about. This is just what I've been dealing with so as always take it or not. I am going through a lot of things, meaning I have a lot on my plate. Yes I dished some of it out for myself. But now wish to simplify my life. I had big plans of all the blogs I started, if you were there at the start. I cut back to what I have now, but even still am finding I'm pushing myself beyond my limits. I have reasons that have me rest more then in the past and knowing that my time can't be spread to thin. I need rest, I hope you all will understand. I have said a lot about my past health issues that started within days of having a weight loss surgery. Now I will tell you it's been over 7 years now and still every few months, every few weeks it's ongoing something new. I go to Doctors/ Specialist for health problems and it's monthly. Some can go to the Doctor when they have a cold, I go because they tell me the list of my problems is so big that they can't treat me for everything all at once. Over load on Medication, if only a past Doctor I had knew about the word "SIDE EFFECTS" then that would have stopped some not all. I know a lot of great Doctors now, not the best way to meet people.

I'm Merging this blog you are reading now, or looking through at the moment with:

Unrelated Thoughts And Thinking

  http://unrelatedthoughtsandthinking.blogspot.com/    

I am sending all my stuff over from that blog to this blog. So Brace yourself for the craziness of my post sometimes. I really don't want to bore anyone with a sob story of mine all the time. Nor do I wish to fake being happy when clearly I'm not in that shape to be. I want to run that race but at times it's a bit overwhelming having faith you can be so strong to look back and say: yeah, I did that, that was me. I picked this blog to keep and trash the other, maybe not that term. But you get the justification I was making. I looked at both the stats on both blogs, and found I have more readers here. I want to keep you happy, or at lest be a person that you would give a short amount of your time to. Just be reading my words is so meaningful to me, really. As a girl that grew up wanting to be a singer, not for the fame, but to be heard. Noticed for me having my own thoughts. You taking the time out for me and anyway is amazing for me. Thank You!!! 

Always by keeping this blog I can write the same I guess. But different in away, because The other blog I needed time to look into a lot of what I posted and then some I wrote off hand of a story thought I had years ago for a book. I am in noway SCHOOLED for being a writer. I just love to write, it's a passion that fills me and I can't breathe without. I do have other blogs yes, I have: 
 

Korean Dramas I Like With Others

 http://korean-dramas-i-like-with-others.blogspot.com/
Which is a blog I put together, can't say I made because I only re post from YouTube. I saw on Twitter that a lot of people were asking for where to watch and what kinds of Dramas to watch. This is a list of 1-16 or whatever, I was trying to be full in all the post. But found no matter how I searched I couldn't find full Dramas of different shows, that's why some have 3-parts/ 6-parts to them. I am trying to find the English subtitles but have found some people up loud a voice over to the Drama go tweak the voices of the actors.
This is a blog I am sorry to say I haven't been on in sometime. Do to personal reasons I haven't watched Dramas of any and have been sad at thoughts of moving on with a smile, or laugh on my face. When I know another will never share in those things again. I will get back to posting from YouTube back on to the blog. So I hope you you there and find out a Drama pulls you in. Because that's what they do to me.

Korean Food I'm Trying

 http://learningtocookkoreanfood.blogspot.com/
This is a blog I really only put together for me, because I couldn't find recipes I once had. Because I wanted to try so much more then before. I was shocked when others started to visit here. I got bold one day and posted a recipe of my own and it was viewed kindly. And I  Thank You for that. I love to cook and it's a way to distress, but learning within it. Korean Food is the food I love. If I have to pin point what I would want as a style of food for life hands downs, I found it. I know there's so many different styles of cooking in this great big world, but I made my choice. I also post to the blog from my own YouTube account, but unknown still if it's best just to write it out in a post without YouTube on this blog. 
 

Trinity Faytem Lyricist

http://trinityfaytemlyricist.blogspot.com/
 I'm a writer as I have said countless of times. I am what is better known as a Lyricist, meaning I write words. Without the melody that makes the song complete. I have been writing and have been with a few company's, but nothing to brag about. I still need help so that's why I post from my diary. I share so much in my words that I know rereading them myself it can be a lot to take in. I write from my view, my memories, my pain, my story's, my desires. I also write from another point because if my heart gets moved I can't stop my hand or for that matter my mouth from singing, writing it out. Of how I feel at that moment, what that story or that person is making me feeling in that given second.

Poems I Have Wrote

 http://trinityfaytempoems.blogspot.com/
Poetry has been in my life long before I wrote my first song Lyric. I use to have a normal journal I would keep. My school thought it would be better for me to shed. So of my thoughts of and with it came secrets. I held on to so tight but yet was to never share. I shared within the pages my fears and came with it my disappointment at who I was. For some my words were a bit to truthful and was thought wrong of. My feelings, my thoughts. Yeah right, when you are a child you don't have those same right I found. Poetry was a vice I found that I could still write it out and yet it oddly enough. It became my secret code over the years. So I never had to truly let anyone in. Wrong I learned that throughout my years, I was wrong because I shared so much more that way. I posted on Twitter, yes it's Twitter again. But found people for real liked what I had to say, my followers were going up a bit so it made me so pleased. I just wanted to share more but found it hard to share everything I wanted to without having anything other then Twitter to go to. I do have blogs out there in INTERNET SPACE that I had years and years ago. I have a Poetry book and I write freely with the poems I write. 

P.S. I Write All My Words and My Thoughts, My Views Are Mine!!!

Music I Listen To Kpop and other 

http://musicilistentokpopandother.blogspot.com/
I love Kpop music/ Korean Pop Music. I do have ones I favor but try not to have it show. Have seen some people that come looking for music and that's all. So when you are only repeating the same song, others might not visit. I voice my thoughts of who I favor, you could say it's really not a hidden type of respect I feel. These are Groups and Singers that I have heard and like their music. I hold all in high regards, do to the fact they all had the guts that I lacked in my youth to go after my dreams. And lets be fair Talent is Talent, I give them that. I love hearing new music and in whatever mood I'm in I go towards dance or slow beats. 

Sorry for taking up a mountain of time but wanted to be sure to post this. The other blogs there's noway really for me to downsize. I have studying I'm putting it in my head it's not a maybe, But it's a HAVE TO DAILY. My studying in learning Hangul is coming along, if you counted the years I've been trying to know what I do now. It's Just Sad, King Sejong assured his people that "a wise man can acquaint himself with them before the morning is over; a stupid man can learn them in the space of ten days”.
 I take it you would have called me the city idiot. I have no excuse for my learning. I do now view the way I was learning to be wrong. I was trying to jump in the ocean when my feet didn't know if I'd get frostbit. 

 By the way I put it so anyone can leave me a comment if you like not just those of you with blogs of your own